no one notices your sadness until it turns into anger, but then you're just a bad person.

Some days I feel like I’d need therapy, other days I just accept the fact that I won’t get better.

X_X

I'm just so tired of this. my body is tired, my mind is a mess. I just really want to lay in bed and never get up. I'm just so tired of life.

do you ever just dissociate so hard and you're just like “what the fuck is the point” and you stop everything you’re doing and stare and pretty much wonder why you don’t vanish from existence because the level of done you are should pretty much deconstruct your biological makeup

Sometimes I wish that i-

was far away from myself.

With a different name, different skin,

and different cells.

H.K.

i just don’t want to be alive anymore. i hate how people treat me. i hate what a failure i am. i hate how fat i am. i hate how i look and feel all the time. i’ll never be who i want. i just want to get it over with. i want to drown in the river, tonight.

— I’ve relapsed and don’t know where to turn.