Need to tell anyone, I changed my cover photo on my Facebook profile. That generally means literally nothing to me. Until my best friend died.
I’ve had the same picture for multiple halloweens years. Then she died. And you can’t change that because you know people will see. If you change it is it important? She was my best friend. MY BEST. I still get drunk and cry over her every time. But I changed it. I have a beautiful life. A boyfriend she’d love but never met. The guilt though. The anger she left. The inability to bond again
I’m just crying alone missing her
My girl my widow (almost married for benefits)
So many memories
Why’d she leave me like that it’s not fair and I know life’s not fair but I still hurt




