Jigsaw

is easier to pretend then to be vulnerable. but pretending to be okay can also make the pain worse

makes it worse when you realise how alone you are n lonely you feel bc you haven’t let anyone in n no one knows. everyone just thinks you’re this happy, carefree person with no real problems or worries

the heart constricting bc i know the truth and it makes feel even more alone but it’s my own fault so

I really feel like im losing. Like I feel so controlled by my trauma, anxiety, depression, disorders and it's overpowering me. It controls my life. Everything in my life. I feel so paralyzed and so fucked up. Why can't I just be normal. How does everyone else make it look so easy. I'm tired, exhausted, really.

Why cant i just be high 24/7 and forget about everything. Why do i need to function somehow in this society

being alone all the time feels fine until you have a normal conversation with someone then its like ohhhh i was losing my mind ok.

i wanna fucking slam my head against a concrete wall

you made living so much better.

I hate ice breakers so much “tell us one thing about yourself” do I look like I know myself