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Cash

@bl0w-m3 / bl0w-m3.tumblr.com

Surviving,Suffering, Substance Abuse Problems and Daddy Issues💖💅

Hi I’m Cash!

❤️‍🩹This blog is a lot of fun, but also related to mental illness and trauma so please DNI if you are triggered by subjects such as abuse, Ed’s, truamatic events, etc.❤️‍🩹

Please no minors

✨Pro-recovery, pro harm-reduction, pro- plant medicine✨

I struggle with BPD (Borderline Personality Disorder), Autism, C-PTSD, severe anxiety, and Chronic Pain.

This is a place for everything from venting, to education, to just plain shitposting, it’s a safe place for anybody who feels like they’re going through this alone.

🫶 My inbox and asks are always open, and I will reply to as many as I can!🫶

A little about me:

I’m 20 years old (Sagittarius)

She/her

Bisexual🏳️‍🌈

4/20 friendly :)

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For a GREAT introduction to what BPD is, I love this post by @honeypleasejustkillme

ADVOCATE FOR YOUR HEALTH WITH YOUR PSYCHIATRIST!

I’ve been medicated since I was 10 and it’s done IRREPARABLE DAMAGE to my muscles and bones.

I’m coming off of said meds and going through severe withdraw and pain, along with the mental struggle.

I know meds help a lot of people with certain disorders, but as somebody with BPD (something cause by TRUAMA and not a chemical imbalance) the meds were doing nothing for me except doing damage to me physically, and my brain became so dependent on drugs I didn’t need that coming off of them is physically painful.

I’m so angry that I was on in these meds for years before anybody bothered to put in the work to figure out what was actually wrong with me, and then was left on them for what they admitted was NO REASON other than assuming the doctor before them had it right.

Just a PSA to advocate for yourself and your long term physical and mental health. Ask about medicine side effects. Research medications your on. Monitor your health consistently.

I have NO CONTENT.

Brain EMPTY.

so you get memes and you’re gonna be happy about it.