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the tomb won't close, stained glass windows in my mind

i regret you all the time

i’m afraid that one day my anger will overshadow the little love i still have left for the world

i will forever be the hurting child, the angry teenager and the lonely adult.

Tired of this body..

if there really was someone out there, wouldn't they have helped me?

I am not that fifteen year old girl anymore.

Real talk why does social interaction feel like you’re trying to get a good grade in being a person

the first time you get hit is so weird like wow lol that just happened

literally what the fuck

- Yang

natasha trethewey

or are you distracted?

Honestly, the most damning part of trauma is how permanent it feels. "Post traumatic stress disorder" doesn't really encapsulate it. The ghosts of the terrible someones or somethings just keep haunting you.

why is it so difficult for you to understand that i'm not being dramatic? that i genuinely feel like the world around me is on fire & all you're doing is just watching me burn alive.