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Perfectly Chokeable.
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am i attracted to them or am i manic
i was indeed quite manic
am i attracted to them or am i manic
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If you want to know what bipolar tastes like, try lamictal
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I want to tell someone that I’m not feeling alright. But I truly have no one to turn to.
Nothing keeping me afloat
Nothing tying me down
bpd
Getting ready for bed when I looked in the mirror and now my head is filled with misery. I don’t understand why I have to live in this body, in this world. I don’t like it here one bit.
all i want is a girlfriend but here i am switching my tinder back to everyone because i am desperate for touch
I genuinely do not understand how my teachers expect me to study when I wake up every single day wishing I didn’t.
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it’s 2am and i just realized that i lost one of my favorite thongs a few months ago the first time i fucked this guy and he was in love with me so he kept them (not in like a weird way but in a i steal your hoodies so you can keep a pair for memories ig?) but then i ghosted him because I can’t handle emotional vulnerability and haven’t spoken to him since, so i JUST realized he still has it. I miss my thong
just thinking about how if im ever back in inpatient the nursing students are going to be people i know and that, in fact, makes me want to die even more
i want to be a brat for someone so badly and not just a brat cause I’m also a switch and sometimes sub sometimes dom and also really interested in primal play and being a rope bunny, but i have zero safe connections to any type of kink community and i know i have to be so safe because I’m not experienced and people can easily take advantage of me
girlfriend application
5’2 baby 🥺
incredible cuddles
incredible sex
roller coaster of emotions so strap in
will 100% try to push you away, have yet to find someone who stays..
love yoga and nature and all things earth bound
requirements
patience, learning how my bpd works and figuring out how to function together
must be bigger that me so that i can be held and consumed in your hoodies
incredible sex
I’ve given up on proper communication. Just sent “excited to get wrecked 🤪” to a boy I’m gonna bang
i need stability in my life more than i need to breathe right now.
i like sex with men but wondering if im a lesbian but also just having too distorted of a sense of identity to really use any gender or sexuality labels comfortably
OH boy i watched a triggering video today and i knew i should’ve scrolled past but I’m self destructive and love pain so now I’m getting ready for bed and cannot stop playing out ~murder~ scenes I’ve created based on the audio and it is not healthy