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@birds-of-sorrow

Roleplayer/21+/ not a personal blog I promise. I just don't know how to make a roleplay blog!!
The worst crying is when you’re lying in bed, with your hand over your mouth so you don’t make a noise. The tears are running onto your pillow and your heart‘s breaking and you’re thinking of everything that made you cry, and your other hand is on your heart or stomach because they both hurt.

Heyooo. Is the cyberpunk Fandom still active? If so I really want to do a Johnny x V or Johnny x Oc roleplay. Got 7+ years of experience and I'm pretty good at writing

Or we can do Kerry x V or Kerry x Oc. DM me here or we can exchange Discord

V: "I know you don't like it, but Hanako promised that she'd help me if I testify against her brother. Arasaka might be our best chance of getting both of us out of this alive."

Johnny:

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Fuck getting a suburban home, a 9 to 5 job and a small happy family.

I wanna suck vampire cock and be told that the only reason I'm still alive is that my blood tastes yummy.

SOFT(ish) ANGST PROMPTS

  • “  i thought you were gone.  for good.
  • “  you left and—  i thought you weren’t coming back. 
  • “  i miss you.  i know i’m not supposed to,  but.  i just had to see you.  ”  
  •   please don’t scare me like that again.  i can take a lot of things,  but not losing you. 
  • “  i can’t even take the very thought of you getting hurt. 
  • “  you could’ve gotten yourself killed! you could’ve— fuck!  you scared the shit outta me.  
  •   yes.  i am telling you what to do.  i’m telling you not to pull something like that again because—  ‘cause fucking hell.  i care about you.  okay? ”  
  • “  i found myself driving home and then.  well i was on my way here.  ‘cause i guess…you’re still my home.  ” 
  •   please,  tell me why you’re upset.  tell me who did this?  ”
  • “  you don’t have to come over here and take care of me you know.  i can clean up my own messes.  ”
  •   don’t talk.  just get the fuck over here and hold me. 
  • “  loving you is like having my heart just out in the world.  outside of my body walking around.  every time i see you hurting,  it kills me. 
  •   i made you cry.  and i hate myself for that.  i swore i wouldn’t be one of the people who left you hurting. 
  •   you really hurt me this time.  but i want to let go of that.  i really do want to forgive you i’m just scared you’ll hurt me again. 
  •   i know you’re mad at me right now,  but i’m the one who’s here.  let me be here.  let me help.  you can be angry later.  ”
  •   i’m here now.  i know i wasn’t before.  but i should’ve been.  and i’m not going anywhere.  i’m not gonna let that happen again. 
  • “  it’s time to come home now. 
  • “  that’s enough.  you’ve got your revenge.  let’s go. 
  • “  i know you’re hurting.  and i can’t fix that.  but i can refuse to let you hurt alone. 
  • “  i’m never letting go of you.  i missed you so fucking much. 
  •   look at me,  you’re safe.  and you’re not alone.  and i’ll never let you be alone again.  you understand?  ”
  • “  i broke my promise to you once.  i’ll never do it again.  ”
  • “  i don’t need you to go white knighting and fix all this.  i just want you here.  with me.  that will make me feel better.  ”
  •   just stay still and let me hold you. 
  • “  you don’t have to hide your tears.  let it out.  then we’ll move on,  together. 
  •   i just.  needed to talk to you ‘cause.  somehow you always know what to say.  ”
  • “  don’t bury your feelings.  sadness.  hurt.  rage.  feel it.  acknowledge it so you can decide what you want to do with it.  not what it will do to you. 
  •   i miss your smile.  and not that sad one you try to fool everyone with.  the real one.  the one you used to show me. 
  •   come here.  i’m taking care of you tonight.  and you’re gonna let me.   
  • 1) our muses reunite after sender thought receiver was dead. 
  • 2) our muses reunite after receiver thought sender was dead. 
  • 3) sender shows up at receiver’s house drunk after they’ve broken up. 
  • 4) receiver shows up at sender’s house drunk after they’ve broken up. 
  • 5) our muses are on bad terms but reunite after one of them nearly dies. 
  • 6) sender finds receiver crying and approaches,  clearing the tears with their hands while demanding to know what happened. 
  • 7) receiver finds sender crying and approaches,  clearing the tears with their hands while demanding to know what happened. 
  • 8) our muses haven’t been speaking,  but sender rushes to take care of receiver after they’ve been injured or fell ill. 
  • 9) our muses haven’t been speaking,  but receiver rushes to take care of sender after they’ve been injured or fell ill. 
  • 10) sender hurt receiver in some way,  which led to receiver doing something reckless and sender shows up to stop them/or deal with the aftermath. 
  • 11) receiver hurt sender in some way,  which led to sender doing something reckless and receiver shows up to stop them/or deal with the aftermath.
  • 12) our muses are in a fight,  but cuddle anyway because they don’t like sleeping alone. 
  • 13) receiver wakes sender from a nightmare. 
  • 14) sender wakes receiver from a nightmare. 
  • 15) sender wakes up in the hospital and finds receiver at their side,  who is in the same clothes as the day they were admitted because they’ve refused to leave their side. 
  • 16) receiver wakes up in the hospital and finds sender at their side,  who is in the same clothes as the day they were admitted because they’ve refused to leave their side. 
  • 17) our muses are currently on the outs,  but receiver goes through something traumatic and sender pushes past their friends to get to them. 
  • 18) our muses are currently on the outs,  but sender goes through something traumatic and receiver pushes past their friends to get to them. 
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pregnancy prompts ( pt. 1 )

i’m seeing a lot of baby fever on the dash lately, PLUS a lovely nonnie asked for angsty pregnancy prompts and i wasn’t able to, so have some lighter baby prompts instead! love to all!

  • “ is… is it mine? ”
  • “ have you thought of any baby names? ”
  • “ i thought the doctor put you on bed rest? ”
  • “ hey! i got you starbucks! decaf, of course. ”
  • “ have you had any cravings yet? ”
  • “ ah… i know. morning sickness is no fun, huh? ”
  • “ i’m pregnant. ”
  • “ you’re going to be a mother/father/aunt/uncle/etc. ”
  • “ i saw the pregnancy test in the trash. ”
  • “ the pregnancy test… it’s yours. right? ”
  • “ does the father know? “
  • “ who’s the father? “
  • “ it doesn’t matter about the father. i’m here to support you and this baby, no matter what. okay? “
  • “ you’re not alone. it takes a village to raise a kid, right? “
  • “ i want… a cheeseburger. with fries. and a strawberry shake. and onion rings… ”
  • “ that was a kick! ”
  • “ was that a kick? ”
  • “ is it a boy or a girl? ”
  • “ what color paint do you want? for the nursery? ”
  • “ we need to go shopping! baby clothes, maternity clothes, furniture, all of it! ”
  • “ i… we should get married. right? that’s what you do, when… when there’s a kid? ”
  • “ i know it was just a one night stand, but… i’m gonna support you. whatever you decide to do. ”
  • “ shit… um… i-i’m the dad. right? ”
  • “ you got that pregnancy glow. ”
  • “ hey… this is new for both of us. but i reckon you’re going to be a terrific mother/father/parent. ”
  • “ i… i slept with someone else while we were separated. they won’t pick up their phone, but… i’m not sure if you’re the father or not. ”
  • “ maybe we should move in together. n-not permanently. just until the baby’s born. ”
  • “ wait a minute. heartbeats?! plural?! we’re having twins/triplets/etc?! ”
  • “ woah… this pram costs more than three months rent. ”
  • “ ikea really knows how to make building a crib stressful… ”
  • “ god, i’m a mess. i cried yesterday while watching an advertisement for fence paint. hormones are something else… ”
  • “ can i have your fries? don’t judge me, the baby’s hungry. ”
  • “ my back’s been killing me for the last month, and i have four more months to go… my chiropractor’s gonna have a field day. ”
  • “ i know we want this to be a secret, but people are getting suspicious. i can only turn down champagne so many times… ”
  • “ wanna go with me for the next scan? it’s a big one, we get to keep a copy for the baby book. ”
  • “ oh, you best believe i’m signing up for all the babysitting duty. ”
  • “ would you like to be their godfather/godmother? ”
  • “ i’m their honorary aunt/uncle, let me spoil the little kiddo! ”
  • “ they have the instructions for this crib in every language except english. they have it in irish! who has it in irish?! ”
  • “ no! no mayonnaise! it’s bad for pregnant people! ”
  • “ i took the test nine times, okay, and all of them are positive. this is real. this is happening. ”
  • “ i always wanted kids… ”
  • “ that kid’s gonna be the most insanely loved baby in the world. ”
  • “ don’t look at me like that, okay? we’re going totally tee-total until the baby comes. ”
  • “ i swear, if i read one more baby book… ”
  • “ i wouldn’t mind, but all the women i meet when i go outside the door, all have different advice for me. the bump is like a magnet to them… ”
  • “ i wouldn’t blame you if you walked away, you know. you never signed up for a baby. ”
  • “ one thing’s for sure… everything’s going to change the minute people find out about the baby. ”
  • “ here! i got you some take-out. and i researched like, fifty mommy blogs to make sure this stuff was totally safe and healthy for you. ”
  • “ i don’t know if i ever had a plan for my life, but… if i did, i think pregnancy was later down the road. ”
  • “ my love, starting a family with you… it’s my greatest wish. but if you’re not ready, that’s okay. what will be, will be. ”
  • “ hey, why don’t we plan a baby shower! ”