luisapa9-deactivated20210623
My little gay heart is obsessed with her.
she once asked my what my breakup routine is. I said I didn’t know.
Turns out it’s just missing them
reading through my old tumblr posts and holy shit I was a mess, like she really did a fucking number on me holy shit that was ✨intense✨
heard my first bit of biphobia today that was specifically about me, guess it was naive to assume I wouldn’t actually ever hear some 
when will people learn just because I have a boyfriend doesn’t erase the fact that I am bisexual. 
person: How are you?
me: i literally have no idea
me every time my therapist asks
some of you never watched lemonade mouth when you were younger and later realised how gay you were for all the characters and it shows
But I don’t want small talk. Text me, and without saying hello, tell me why you got so angry at your sister this morning. Tell me why you have a scar shaped like Europe on the left side of your neck. Send me paragraphs about the time you spent at your Grandmother’s house that one summer. Call me when I am half sleep and tell me why you believe in God. Tell me about the first time you say your Dad cry. Go on for hours about things that may not seem important because I promise that I’ll be hanging onto every word you say. Tell me everything. I don’t want someone who just talks about the weather.
wavesrising-deactivated20190412
Have compassion for yourself!!! I cannot say that enough. You are human. You are imperfect. You’ve been wrong in speech and action. You’ve made mistakes and you will make more! But you are still worthy of empathy, understanding, and love. You deserve this and I understand self compassion can be hard, but it is a practice to work at. We deserve that within ourselves.
Whatever you’re doing these day I sincerely hope you’re happy, you deserve to be after everything
