Recently I started T and even though I've desperately wanted this for years, I'm a little scared. I think it's most likely because it will be a huge change but I need to know I'm not alone in these feelings. Everywhere I look I see other transmen celebrating starting T and it's making me feel like a fake for being scared. Mostly I'm scared about is vaginal atrophy. I know it can cause bladder problems and that scares me the most. I guess I wanted advice from someone who has been on T longer than me.
It’s okay to be scared for any part of your transition, coming out for me was terrifying even hearing my name gave me a panic attack. Celebrate, worry, regret. All normal feelings among any living person whichever decision they make everyday. It’s okay to worry about your body. I personally got vaginal atrophy and it did ruin my bladder, BUT, I can tell you any day of week I’d see my doctor and get help for my bladder than miss out on the happiness I got from being able to finally transition. However, it’s not like that for everyone. Vaginal atrophy is very treatable with topical oestrogen and therefore you don’t have to worry much, just make sure to see your doctor if you notice it becoming an issue I wish I’d of done that!
