I really can’t see myself with anyone…the guy I’m currently trying to get over was the closest I experienced of “having a boyfriend” even though he actually was not my boyfriend :/ and I doubt we will ever cross paths so idk anymore and he’s so beautiful so I should’ve known it wasn’t ever going to happen :(
I hate my life and I want to d*e
I can’t wait to leave this realm…
i really do hate my life lmaooo like nothing is going right at all and my heart is broken yet again…
I want to die
I’m not ready to say goodbye to him…it just doesn’t feel right
"u need a therapist" actually i need to be euthanized
The feeling of not being good enough never goes away…
The tears won’t come out :(
Wow…I saw her today…and it just made me realize how pathetic I really am lol. Like I really thought I had a chance but of course I didn’t…I never do…
The feeling of not being good enough never goes away…
i really do hate my life lmaooo like nothing is going right at all and my heart is broken yet again…
Feeling intense bitterness about everything
Yeaaaaaah this is my last month on earth
wow being alive is… uncomfortable
