so it’s okay to to not be okay. you’re allowed to have days where you don’t feel like smiling, talking to anyone, or even leaving your bed. you’re getting better which can take a lot out of you. nobody is expecting you to be happy all the time. recovery isn’t linear. it will take time. but as long as you know that you’re getting better no matter the rate and eventually your good days will outweigh the bad, that’s what’s important. it’ll be okay.
It sucks that none of my friends in my life right now understand how important last night was
Things just have a weird way of falling apart and coming together...
it’s funny to think we’re all going to be dead someday
one of the best moments in television. and one of the best tributes they ever did for Michael
i reblogged this 4 times and regret nothing
JANET WENT FOR BLOOD THAT NIGHT! EPIC!!!
This made me tear
This was not “one of the best” this was by far THE best Michael Jackson tribute to date. Watching Janet perform you could feel the emotion through the television. I will never forget that moment.
I once tried to explain depression to someone as like if one day you gradually started to lose both your sense of taste and your ability to feel full. And you don’t know why, but now everything you eat tastes like mashed potatoes and nothing you eat is satisfying. You keep eating because you must eat to live, but the effort that it takes to prepare food is taxing and there is no pay off. You just know it will taste like mashed potatoes. You just know you will still be hungry. So you stop bothering with seasonings. Then you stop bothering to use ingredients you used to like. Then you start to wonder what the point of eating is because there is no payoff. You still feel hungry and you’re sick of the taste and you don’t know if you will ever enjoy food again and you don’t know why this is happening.
If someone comes up to you in this scenario and says, “Well have you tried spicing your food? Using different ingredients? Eating foods you used to love?” It isn’t necessarily helpful because the reason you stopped doing all that in the first place is that everything…tasted…like mashed…potatoes.
This. Completely this.
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