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The look of happiness...

@biancaevernight851

(22y/o, Italian)
I share memes, jokes and sometimes vents. Some of
them are about depression and eating disorders.

For fucks sake

Eat egg yolks. Shut the fuck up, I don't care that 1 full egg is 70 calories. Shh. Shhh. Shut up, I'm talking. I don't care that egg yolks have fat. Snapping my fingers at you, look at me. Look me in the face. You don't have to look at my eyes, it's ok.

Now you fucking listen to me.

Egg whites are high in protien, yeah, but if you want nutrients and essential amino acids, eat the fucking yolks. Also, your body processes nutrients easier with fats. If you eat full eggs and lean meats, you'll be fine I promise you. Egg yolks won't make you fat, they'll make you stronger.

Don't you wanna live long enough to be skinny? Don't you wanna have shiny hair and healthy, glowing skin? Don't you want your nails to look nice?

You do?

Well...

THEN EAT THE FUCKING YOLKS

It’s really important to take nutrition into consideration when you have an ED!!

Food log/diary:

Cappuccino

Pasta with mushrooms

Fish

Small piece of bread

Probably 5gr of cheese

Icecream

I’m hungry again I want another cappuccino… idk if I should wait till tomorrow. Planning on staying up till late again bc of exams, I need coffe. I want to fuck.

The problem with having Ana mutuals and being friends with them is that we start to talk but always end up ghosting eachother cuz we just don’t have that energy 😭

Or the courage to admit you’ve fucked up and in an eternal cycle of binging… that’s our problem: we can’t really listen to our body - either when it’s stRving, either when we do eat but excessive amounts. We are impulsive, driven by hunger. Hungry of food hungry of life… what’s the difference? We can’t tell.