“So it’s one of those nights, huh.”
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“I feel myself shutting down, closing off, like I should tell people: “No, we don’t use this heart anymore. It’s too fragile.””
— Courtney C. Stevens
“I seemed always on the verge of some wonderful experience; And then it never happened.”
— T.S. Eliot, The Cocktail Party
i dont talk anymore. i dont want to. i have nothing to say. i have nothing to contribute to a conversation. words escape me and i dont care that they do. i can go entire days without muttering a word. i just want to be left alone, now.
if u are reading this, i’m sending u lots and lots of love, stay safe
everything is so heavy, incomplete child, lost within this chaos.
