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The inner machinations of my mind are an enigma.

@beyourowndensity

28. She/her. Animator-in-training. How you doing.

COMMISSIONS ARE HERE

I'm in the UK, but since many of my followers are in the States, I've set the pricing to dollars instead of pounds to avoid confusion. (1 USD = 0.79 GBP)

For now, my art should be ready in four days at the minimum, and a week+ for more complex pieces. I have the right to refuse to draw anything I am uncomfortable with.

WILL DO:

  • OCs, given I have good references
  • Ships
  • Fanart
  • Humans
  • Animals/anthropomorphic characters

WILL NOT DO:

  • NSFW/Fetishes/Anything pornographic
  • Gore
  • Political art
  • Hate art
  • Incest, adult/minor ships
  • Complex machinery (simply because I can't do it)

I am NOT currently commissioning for commercial use.

I will require payment upfront before I start any work. Payment is through Paypal, via Ko-Fi.

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how i managed to finally finish a sketchbook

1. i didn’t

I’m joking. Don’t worry. A terrible mix of anxiety, procastination, perfectionism (especially towards things i care about) has always made it LITERALLY impossible to finish a sketchbook. And you know everyone says “practice practice practice” and it’s 100% true but it’s difficult and frustrating when you just can’t. finish. a sketchbook.

Now to the terrible -trust me- terrible steps of how i achieved such thing (without using daily challenges, which can be counter productive if you skip even a day, for me) :

  • you know those like.. pretty pretty stationery sketchbooks that feel like sO INSPIRING AND PRETTY AND SLJSKSK y'know? Avoid them. Completly. In the end, for me, they put already an expectation on how good the inside should have been. i picked an old school notebook with a dumb cover and literal squared paper.
  • Skip the first page. Or like, ruin it completly. i know I KNOW it’s difficult and bad and it feels like sO WRONG but do it DO IT
  • Actually, when you don’t know how to finish a page or how to do a page so that it is ‘as pretty’ as the previous one, skip it. You can ALWAYS come back to it.
  • Use any media you want you have to reach the point of not cARING. now y'all will kill me but i use actual watercolors (the cheapest ones of course) on that notebook. It looks terrible til it dries and again feels so so wrong. BUT AT LEAST i made a watercolor drawing, where usually i would have just half done it because i felt like i was ruining a pretty page or a pretty sketchbook
  • Do not be afraid of errors. Cut some paper (or anything really) and just stick it on the thing you don’t like. drawing it again can’t do you bad (if you’re in the mood)
  • MIX MEDIA
  • Obsessed with something lately? DRAW/WRITE IT! doing a research for some art/writing thing? PUT THAT IN THE NOTEBOOK TOO! just seeing a lot of completed pages will make u feel a little more motivated
  • at the same time, do not be afraid of putting it aside for long. don’t be the me that used to say “oh i haven’t drawn in this for so long….. now my drawings will be so different….. it’ll look so bad in one place….” no. YOU GOTTA draw in that
  • Same goes for the medium you’re using. “oh i have done a lot of pencils… i can’t possibly put in there a markers drawing….” YOU CAN. DO IT
  • Thank you for coming to my ted talk i’m done now

gO DRAW

Disclaimer : this is for getting you into the habit of having a sketchbook/scrapbook, of course squared paper and copy paper are not the best for art or the mediums I use. but that’s exactly the point!

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My favourite thing about the latest Twitter meltdown is all the artists reanimating their dead Tumblr accounts today and immediately being greeted with hundreds of notes because even a Tumblr account they literally have not posted to in 3–5 years has more active and engaged followers than the Twitter account that they've been updating daily.

I have news: I finally graduate from university next week, and I got a First Class Degree, with Honours, in animation. For anyone wondering what this means, this is the UK uni grading equivalent of an A. Genuinely in absolute shock.

Also, I'm going to Salt Lake City in September! Going to FanX, having spent a previous student loan because I have no idea if I'll get the chance to again. Getting a photo with Rob, Jess, Tress and Maurice 🥹

It's been a while! May come back to post art I've not shared on here, but also really tempted to just start afresh. Change my name, maybe start a new blog. I started this Tumblr when I was 19?? There's quite a bit of old stuff I'm embarrassed about, but it's sort of like a time-capsule, too.

Did this with season 3 being the end. I discovered Animaniacs when I was in a very bad place, and both the original and the reboot have helped me stay sane during the hardest three years of my life. While I was already pursuing illustration beforehand, this show effectively changed the trajectory of my life by making me realise that I wanted to be an animator. I'm so grateful for the friends I've made and the inspiration I've found through this silly cartoon.