I'm preparing myself for the disappointment from my parents. To find out their daughter is queer. To find out she's failing in college and is close to giving up all together. Their daughter, who is soon to be 19 and can't drive. Can't support herself. Is loosing motivation for the future she planned. I'm preparing myself to loose the person I love. Accepting I'm not enough is a harsh fact to face. I should've stopped myself early on from thinking I was an exception in his fast paced lifestyle. That's what I get for falling in love with a Rockstar.