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Beth

@bethanyg

Thinking about this past year makes me feel physically sick. It was one of the weirdest years, was made the best by some people who also made it the worst. I gained some amazing friends who didn’t end up being what I thought and was let down. But I also let them down. In ways I wish everything could go back to before, the simpler times but firmly believe that everything happens for a reason and everything ended up the way it did for a reason. So I don’t not want to make amends, I have come to terms with everything that has happened and although I miss this people immensely, one person especially who really managed to grab a piece of my heart and leave a mark that I annoyingly cannot get over. Time heals everything and I will get over it.

“I think that when you have a connection with someone, it never really goes away.”

I just wish I had someone i could pour my heart to

Anxiety problems

Me: Sorry for bothering you.
Person: It's ok.
Me: ....
Me: *in my head* WAIT DO THEY MEAN ITS OK THAT IM BOTHERING THEM OR ITS OK AND IM NOT BOTHERING THEM. I AM SUCH AN ANNOYING PIECE OF SHIT I BET THEY HATE ME.

I wish I had people than want to talk to me and I wish I could talk to be people without thinking I'm annoying them

I swear you're just like a pill,instead of making me better, you keep making me ill

Just like a pill- P!nk

Feelings

It's sucks knowing that even though you have plenty of friends and family around, you have no one talk about the shit that goes on in your head with.