Pink Night

Watercolor on Black Cotton Paper

2021, 44"x 30"

Pink Cherry Blossoms

I just know that when Romeo and Juliet premiered two ye olde girlies in the pit at intermission were like didst thou see the sparks betwixt Tybalt and mercutio… aye and not from their swords alone!

I'm thinking about Childe fuckboy sex pest whiny dramatic little bastard tendencies again. It's haunting my brain and compelling my fingers to type so endure my ramblings

His most infuriating tendency is just being so pushy and self-centered. Very overdramatic and whiny about it too. He's that typical boy who just cannot process there being anything that should take priority above him getting his dick wet.

He does genuinely care about you though. Like, if you get sick or something he understands. Will hold your hair back while you're sick and will get you water and stay by your side and hold you and all.... but once it's over and you're finally feeling less queasy after your multi-hour sickness session, laying there in bed, he sort of snuggles up to you, hard-on pressing into your thigh like "so you're feeling better now right 👉👈"

Or you're exhausted, you have a headache, you're just worn out and he's all "But? :( my dick tho? :(" because God forbid he have to so much as conceptualize going without getting to empty his balls in you for a span of over 12 hours. He will get sad if he can't get his dick wet at a moment's notice. As in, he expects you to just drop everything you're doing.

Which is a pesky thing of its own. You, unfortunately, have this tendency to do things, to perform tasks and activities, which is problematic because these things often get in the way. How, pray tell, is he supposed to get the necessary daily dose of pussy if you're doing things you can't immediately drop? It's literally a matter of his well-being and health?? And yet you say "just a minute" or "let me finish this" as if it's not a dire situation, because you are heartless and/or don't understand what he's going through. So he'll just be sure to stand there moping and looking dejected until you can get to a pausing point of whatever you're doing, so you understand the importance of the matter.

Sometimes it's worse and you are actually committed to some task. Yes you have that huge test you have to study for or that thing you have to do for your work but like... what about him. Where does he fit into that schedule of yours, because you mentioned how you're gonna divide up your hours for the night and not once did you mention taking regular breaks to give him attention and pussy and love. Do you just not care, is that it? You don't love him. You clearly hate him and you want him to suffer. Heartbreaking.

He gives you the standard "you wouldn't understand you're not a guy" speech, that you can't comprehend how strong the urges are, the fact that it is preposterous to expect him to exhibit any self-control when horny or to endure the agony of tfw no pussy. You wouldn't get it, it's literally a need and he can't be expected to function normally without getting to cum. No jerking off won't suffice, he can't go back to that because it's not good enough anymore, he has to cum and it has to be in you or else he will be in an unwell state of health and you will be responsible. This is literally like starving a person to death. Cruel. Barbaric. You would never do this if you really loved him. Would never want someone you really love to suffer like this.

He just lays there flopped on the bed or couch next to you, looking utterly miserable. Occasional dramatic groaning. If you're not paying enough attention he'll shuffle closer and wriggle his way under your arm to rest his head on your lap. Following by more "pay attention to me" groans.

And yes he will try to compare his lack of pussy to whatever objectively much worse ailment you're undergoing. He really does feel bad for you with your chronic pain or period cramps or migraines and all that — BUT, blue balls is equivalent to if not worse than any of those. Difference is you're inflicting this suffering on him. Imagine if he was inflicting your ailment on you, that would be unthinkably cruel right? So logically you should feel bad and pity him and fix the problem.

Why are you looking at him like that. Are you upset? ...You know what would probably make you feel better? Oh, now you look more mad. Why are you picking that thing up like you're about to throw it at him. So mean.

Also Alhaitham and Kaveh shared darling brings so much interpersonal strife in daily life.

With Alhaitham, every time you criticize him or chastise him, Kaveh is there to back you up. You'll be going off about some behavior of his, and get encouraging backup from across the room, you two basically acting as each other's support.

Yeah! What she said!

Thank you! Anyway—

There was also that time you started talking about how he needed to stop being so blunt to others because it comes off as rude, and you must have been talking loud enough to hear, because you soon hear footsteps come drumming down the hallway at the speed of light—

You see, you see!! I've been saying the same thing to you for years! You'd listen to HER but not ME, you—

It goes both ways, though. There was that time you were addressing Kaveh's tendency to get all passive-aggressive or sulk when he's upset — you referred to this behavior as feminine, and for the first time since knowing him, Alhaitham actually laughed out loud from across the room, chortling with no attempt to conceal it. Kaveh himself, on the other hand, sulked off, did not speak to you for five hours, and needed several days worth of reassurance and sex to feel like A Man™ again.

But both of them have this petulant jealous tendency whenever you criticize anything about their behaviors. Alhaitham is less blatantly bitter, he goes off to sulk on his own, and you have to go find him and really prod several times to get him to talk, but he grumbles nonetheless.

If I'm so mean to you, why don't you go talk to Kaveh instead then?

Kaveh is much faster to pull the same passive-aggressive hurt tactic — hell, he lingers around sprawled on the couch looking as sad and pathetic as possible, he's literally waiting for you to ask what's wrong and more or less immediately bursts out with the premeditated line he's been holding back—

Why do you care? I thought I was the oversensitive one. Hmph....

—before grabbing a sofa pillow, burying his face in it and rolling over to turn his back to you. These back and forth situations between the three of you happen quite often. Sigh.

i love characters with an innate ability to just fucking survive

bestie you should be dead but you arent fucking how

Yandere Profile - Kaveh

Happy birthday baby boy. Angel. Blessed boy. I want to hold his face in my hands and squish. I love a man that's just a lil bit pathetic, as all men should be. If I can't occasionally point at a man and laugh what's even the point

(Also I added a question to the list that I'll be using in all future profiles as well ^_^)

//dubcon/noncon, yandere, fem reader, manipulative behavior, n/s/fw section + implications/mentions of not sfw throughout

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Kaveh falls head over heels, face-first, and he tries so, so hard. It's pitiful, really.

He's somewhat on the milder side in terms of what he'll actually do to you and others, provided you comply with him and don't give him reasons to become worse. He's just... very, very intense. In lots of ways, he's a very ideal partner to have, so much so that there's a very good chance you'll end up together of your own volition, making him more of an over-attached boyfriend than a stalker from a distance.

At the very least, even if not a romantic partnership, he will surely become an active part of your life very quickly. Which you likely won't mind, given his pleasant disposition and empathetic nature. What's not to like? Compared to a roster full of individuals ranging anywhere from unhinged and violent to cold or cruel to prideful and infuriating, Kaveh feels like a breath of fresh air. He's considerate, he's empathetic, he really likes making you happy. He recognizes his feelings very early on and has no trouble understanding them, so there's not a lot of time that passes between meeting you and trying to get closer to you. It doesn't take a lot to get him infatuated, either, namely just showing him some kindness.

A waitress or bartender that he sees regularly that's always sweet to him, a stranger that calls out to him to give him something he dropped, a former classmate he still sees around sometimes, pretty much anything, he just latches on to any gesture or display of kindness or affection. Kaveh has the same vibe as a stray cat -- you feed it once, and watch it come back again and again until it just decides to permanently stick around you, only he feeds off of smiles and nice words and gestures. He's always conveniently showing up where you are, trying to brush it off as if he's surprised to see you there.

And again, it's head over heels, boy is in love, the sort of love where he's going around in this smiling daze all the time, mind off somewhere else to the point that he hmm?'s every time someone is trying to talk to him. He asks around about you to people who know you, starts showing up a short ways outside your door and greeting you in the mornings (you never told him where you live, though), starts making small mistakes in his work that he has to go back and fix because his mind was preoccupied with you. He also starts following you around a bit, just to a degree that he feels is still normal. He's not, like, some creep or anything.

Which is how he rationalizes things to himself -- he's well aware of his own feelings, yes, and he's not really a full-blown delusional type per se, but he does have a tendency to rationalize abnormal actions to himself, convince himself that certain things he does are okay or normal or reasonable when they very much are not. Or sometimes, he can acknowledge something is in fact not normal or okay, but he lies to himself that it's just this once and he won't do it again (he will), that everyone makes poor decisions or does some not-so-good things every now and then, or that he's doing what he does for good reasons, which justifies the action itself. It's a specific sort of delusion wherein he maintains lucidity and objective perception of everything else -- he doesn't think that everyone else who likes you is actually super evil and has malicious intent if they clearly don't, nor does he convince himself that you must love him, or anything like that -- it's limited to rationalizing his own actions.

And even then, it's fairly weak, not so much true delusion, because in the back of his mind, he doesn't actually believe it, it's just what he tells himself for a time to feel better about what he does. Even so, it can't last forever, and eventually he gives up and just has to live with the guilt. Thus, it gradually progresses to following you more and more, taking some things that won't be missed, and maybe he might or might not have climbed into your room and laid on your bed for a while because you left the window unlocked. Which is bad, but he won't do it again, it was just a one-time thing, really.

While he does rationalize acts he knows are considered "bad," he also engages in other behaviors he isn't quite as self-aware of, including both clingy tendencies as well as other behaviors that aren't noticed by anyone else, but he fails to stop and realize how abnormal and unwell said behaviors are. For the clinginess aspect, the closer to you he gets, the more comfortable he gets with complaining about his frustrations and stressors onto you, and frankly, he can get a bit whiny. It's not intentional, it's just that he doesn't have a lot of outlets, and he's under so much stress and you're so nice to him and you don't stop him from drinking so he just starts to go on and on and on, eventually leaning over onto you as he continues on about his woes. Sometimes for very long periods of time, if you don't stop him. He likes the attention and sympathy you never fail to give him.

Spring Is In The Air~

Something happens to them when the seasons change. 

Itto, Tighnari, Yae Miko, Zhongli x Reader

A/N: I wrote this like two months ago and never posted it… I’ve always wanted to try writing something like this so here is my pathetic attempt! It’s corny BUT, smutty!!! :-)

WC - 2,224

NSFWWWW // SMUTTYYY

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canicular - yandere kaveh x fem!reader x yandere alhaitham (6.8k)

this was a commissioned work.

If there is one thing you are not short on, it is time.

Though Alhaitham provides what he thinks are stimulating ways to pass your existence, you do not often feel inclined to read the thick tomes of Sumeru history or ancient language studies that he leaves on the table for you. Nor do you have any inclination towards the other hobbies he has tried to get you to pick up, in order to keep your hands busy and your brain exercised - what desire have you to do a jigsaw puzzle or a book of word games when you feel like a caged tiger, pacing uselessly back and forth with no end in sight?

Kaveh, at least, tries to get you to occupy your long hours with things that are transporting. His own pencils and papers and paints (a sad smile on his face when he caresses your cheek and sighs and says ‘why don’t you try drawing where you would rather be?’). Alhaitham tries to improve you; to mould you into what he expects you to be and what he wants you to be and what he thinks you ought to be.

Kaveh, at least, sees you as something human, with human needs and human feelings and human wants. Wants that are not half an hour of cursory sunshine so you do not develop a Vitamin D deficiency, not a meal chosen entirely for nutritional properties and not how it might taste in your mouth (Alhaitham is not a cook - you always prefer Kaveh’s meals, though the Scribe clicks his tongue and says things about how there’s no health benefits to the nostalgic desserts that Kaveh tries to get Alhaitham to let him make for you).

Kaveh sees in you the human need for companionship and sympathy and something other than Alhaitham’s blank face when you rage at him and sob and pound on his chest and demand he let you go home. Something other than Alhaitham’s insistence that this is better for you; that he is a good master, that your life is simpler and more suitable now, that he is simply putting the world to rights by taking you as his-- his pet, his dog, his slave, his lover--

What are you truly, again? Other, of course, than his?

Darling : If I died, how much would you miss me?

Vampire!Alhaitham : It's cute how you think death can get you out of this relationship.

IDEA MV director insta live: At beginning of the live the director said: for the concept of IDEA MV Taemin suggested doing an image of heaven this time since they did a hell in Criminal but a heaven in a mood not just bright; he started with the first lyric line ‘the small projection made by reason’ - the white bar is heaven people in the bar staring at taemin because   an undead (Taemin) came to heaven - few make me reflect on myself while working on a MV but Taemin is one of the few,  I need to do a good job he’s somebody/a great man - the metal shapes rising from floor are illusive images of Taemin’s self; more made but cut off when editing (Taemin’s perf scenes so good he couldn’t cut them off); the statue also 3D scan of Taemin - the heaven-bar similar to a cafe he meant a meeting place but made to look odd - the point of editing overall is to make people feel like watching a horror movie even tho there’s no scary scene - director’s fav is the sky mirror scene (the stairs like a mirror it’s reflective when looked closely) - stairs scene: very high like 4~5m; told Taemin to be careful - Taemin likes nature a lot smth real not artificial i also agree because the real is better than a set - difference from press your number: talked with Taem a lot; before their meeting was thru sm - 1st scene is a prison visiting room like one visiting to see oneself - I didn’t do much the MV came out so good thanks to Taemin - hard to edit Taem’s MV because his perf is so good - his fav is sky mirror scene for it shows a human being is so small b4 nature; fire forest sky scenes are all real - all kr locations; Taemin really liked it when shooting the sky scene because the sky was awesome; he liked it coz it was 1st day and he had physical strength

- this album well composed i got to think this man does really well while working I told him “Taemin I’m now 10 years (in this job) how many years are you?” “13 years” that’s why I have something to learn from himㅋㅋhe’s sunbaenim how can it be 13 years? that’s great - he came tired from schedule then said he’s leaving with strength he got from previewing the MV

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— ⋆ ࣪ ᖭི༏ᖫྀ ⋆ ࣪husbands who want to hold your hands while they're balls deep inside you so they feel that wedding ring on your finger. them telling you how much they want to finish inside.. how much they want to fill up their pretty wife to the brim with their cum.

they tell you just how much they love you as they finish, pressing kisses across your face and whispering sweet praises to you.

art lessons

pervert!¡

pervert!venti who purposely tries to get you drunk so he can touch you, “windblume! come drink a little! itll be a good time, i promise~”

pervert!venti who clings to you just because he can and no one would dare stop an archon

pervert!venti who uses his power to see into others lives to watch you please yourself at night, even though you are quiet he can still hear you

pervert!venti who jerks off to your moans as he watches you, imagining your hand wrapped around him instead of his

pervert!kaeya who lies awake in bed thinking about you so much that he gets hard from it

pervert!kaeya who makes you take missions with him while it rains so he can see you shirt wet and pressed against your body

pervert!kaeya who gets you so drunk that you let him fuck you, and when you wake up hes still holding you

pervert!kaeya who uses his status as part of the knights of favonius to get close to you and train you, even though hes staring at your muscles flexing as you use your weapon

bonus!¡:

pervert! kaeya & diluc who finally agree on something and decide to tag team you in the winery when no ones around

they watch all day for you, waiting for you to walk through the door. and when you do is the perfect time, no one else is around, either on break or left for the day to see their families. they trap you against the wall, right in the open where if someone were to walk in, theyd see you. kaeyas the first to touch your thighs, gently grazing them with his fingers, whispering in your ear about whats coming next. and diluc is no better, nipping at your neck, leaving love marks behind,

“you can take us, cant you?”

~ boyfriends who sound like they’re gonna cry whenever they cum deep inside your guts, “ ‘m coming!” he lets out a shrieking whine as his nails dig crescents into your skin, his eyes becoming glossy as he continues to whimper, ropes of white filling your womb full - loving the way you clamp down on his cock as he thrusts his load back inside your sobbing cunt, moaning your name and sweet nothings into your ear while he tries to reach his high, again. ~

~ gorou, venti, xiao, tighnari, kaveh, thoma, itto ~

All those thoughts were about you ⊱☆⊰

You couldn't help but stare at him after those words left his mouth.

Well, you couldn't get angry at him; he was curious. However...

"I think it would be best if you asked that type of stuff to Niwa or other men you feel comfortable with."

"I only feel comfortable with you," he retaliated without second thought. His hands grabbed your arms as he looked at you with those soft, pleading eyes. "I feel safe when I'm with you,"

His cute face and helpless expression made it hard for you to say no.