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I look into your eyes,

the ones that used to only know my love.

Now, they’ve seen others.

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Is this what it’s like, to move on from one bottle to two a night. Is this what they meant when they said you could drown your feelings. Is this what nights are, making late dinners, dancing alone to music and midnight cleaning, just for the day to repeat itself tomorrow.

I still haven’t decided if I like my company or despise it. When do you know when you love yourself?

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I messaged you, "Hey 👋 I don't ever randomly reach out. But I see your post and I'm like that's me! Lol. I also lack the friend department and am trying to expand it. Not sure if you're interested in a new friend?!" I made it clear I just got out of s relationship, living with the ex and that I need to go through a self healing journey and work on myself.
I told you how I've avoided dating apps for that reason and instead got a penpal.
I saw you 2.5 years ago @ spikes when I was hanging out after my 7 year relationship had ended. You made a comment that was traveled back to me, saying I was cute. I added you on Facebook and we've just liked each other's post occasionally.
I met you 09/24, you invited me to your roommates birthday get together. Joined as friends and intended to be just friends. After they went to bed we went out to the bar, to continue our drinking.
Somehow your arm made it around me, and you couldn't stop kissing my head. I couldn't help but to turn for a real kiss. The next morning you door dashed breakfast.
Here we are 09/29 and I've hangout with you everyday since and stayed the night three nights since.
You're picking me up from work today.
I haven't felt so wanted and loved, she's so kind. She's sweet and gentle.
She knows this is a red flag, me just getting out of s relationship. But as she stated feelings were caught and she really likes me vibe, ditto.
PS: 17 year old age difference 😅

Here's to more food delivery. Thanks babe 😘

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I messaged you, "Hey 👋 I don't ever randomly reach out. But I see your post and I'm like that's me! Lol. I also lack the friend department and am trying to expand it. Not sure if you're interested in a new friend?!" I made it clear I just got out of s relationship, living with the ex and that I need to go through a self healing journey and work on myself.
I told you how I've avoided dating apps for that reason and instead got a penpal.
I saw you 2.5 years ago @ spikes when I was hanging out after my 7 year relationship had ended. You made a comment that was traveled back to me, saying I was cute. I added you on Facebook and we've just liked each other's post occasionally.
I met you 09/24, you invited me to your roommates birthday get together. Joined as friends and intended to be just friends. After they went to bed we went out to the bar, to continue our drinking.
Somehow your arm made it around me, and you couldn't stop kissing my head. I couldn't help but to turn for a real kiss. The next morning you door dashed breakfast.
Here we are 09/29 and I've hangout with you everyday since and stayed the night three nights since.
You're picking me up from work today.
I haven't felt so wanted and loved, she's so kind. She's sweet and gentle.
She knows this is a red flag, me just getting out of s relationship. But as she stated feelings were caught and she really likes me vibe, ditto.
PS: 17 year old age difference 😅
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Now I'll remember the first day of fall, as your last day on earth. I miss you already.

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“Sometimes, you do things and you do them not because you’re thinking but because you’re feeling. Because you’re feeling too much. And you can’t always control the things you do when you’re feeling too much.”

Benjamin Alire Sáenz, Aristotle and Dante Discover the Secrets of the Universe