there is so much hurt and sadness inside of me and i have no idea how to control it anymore

When u look relaxed all the time bc ur dead inside

“I know what came over you.” High Anxiety (1977).

List of things we should stop romanticizing

-smoking cigarettes -abusive relationships (theyre not fun) -mental illness -drinking alcohol -self harm -suicide -eating disorders none of these things are tragically beautiful or mysterious. Theyre painful and no one should ever want