first my doctor stopped approving med refills unless i come in for an incredibly expensive uninsured checkup, then after i made a doctors appointment my pharmacy dropped me as a client (and they were the only reason i could even afford my medication in the first place), and at that point having been unmedicated and utterly stressed i was COMPLETELY at my breaking point for a few weeks , but i ended up finding a purely online healthcare place that handles the doctors visits digitally AND fulfills their own prescriptions and mails them out, so even though it’s a lil expensive it’s worth it to not be literally, actually going insane