Be yourself for only yourself

week // may 16, 2016

thank you if youve been good to me

Just finished crying

Crying again

im glad dogs cant read the “no dogs allowed” signs so they dont feel sad & left out

i wanna be so close to someone that we can talk all night and never get tired

Im a big fan of anything that will help me chill the fuck out

ok i decided not to be so emotional and overreacting

failed 

anyone who can talk to me for more than a week deserves an award

I was the entirety of outer space, and somehow that still wasn’t enough for you

Now I’m So Numb

*organizes life at 3am*

Text on skin photo series (with antropomorfisme)

quick oil pastel drawings

two text pieces i made ages ago but never uploaded

text in oil pastels

some of the pages in my journal

A page from my journal

if i had been taught to love myself when i was young i would not be trying to escape this dark pit of self hatred many years later. young people.. do everything you can to learn to love yourself, to cherish your body, to make your body a safe place & to feel enlightened being you. know you don’t need someone else to show you love for you to love yourself. you will thank yourself later for teaching yourself to love yourself.

shoutout to everyone who doesn’t have any friends. to ppl who don’t have people in their life who make them feel loved and supported, who has no one to remind them that they are cared for, to check up on them, to remind them to take care. shoutout to the people who feel they have ‘friends’ but doesn’t feel connected to them and feels lonely and misunderstood with them. shoutout to ppl who have a romantic partner but doesn’t have any friends. to the people in unhealthy friendships which are proving difficult to get out of. shoutout to the ppl who have online friends but feels that people consider these friendships less worthy. to the people whose parents/carers never seem to understand how they find it difficult to make friends, have friends and maintain friendships. to the people whose mental health/physical health results in friendships seeming almost impossible. to the people who have been damaged by previous friendships and find it difficult to get close to anyone and trust them. to the people who want to have friends but also know it just couldn’t happen at the moment. your worth is not validated by the amount of friends you have. having no friends means u are just as important as someone who has lots. you are not alone in ur situation. u can be ur own best friend. you can be strong just being you. u will not be without friends forever. you are loved.