sucks that i’ve lost my life to mental illness just because some people thought it was okay to treat me like shit

My special talent is assuming our friendship is a burden on you and you dread hearing from me. So then I stop talking to you to ease the load and ruin what we had

Depression stole my best years.

is this funny?

My favourite Eurovision songs

I should be writing my politics essay right now but instead I fell into a Eurovision rabbit hole. In no specific order:

1. Melovin - Under the Ladder (Ukraine 2018)

Song goes very hard and has a very vampiric look and I love vampires.

2. Rasmussen - Higher Ground (Denmark 2018)

I just have a love for the Nordic countries and it’s just badass in general 

3. Hatari - Hatrið mun sigra (Iceland 2019)

I think it’s very obvious I was going to have this on the list. I love the look, I love the genre of music, I love the beat and I love the message.

4. Verka Serduchka - Dancing Lasha Tumbai (Ukraine 2007)

It’s just so wacky. The shiny costumes, the song and Verka herself. Perfect.

5. Little Big - Uno (Russia 2020)

One word: Funky

6. Loreen - Euphoria (Sweden 2012)

I just find this one magical and it gives me chills, reminds me of when I was younger too.

7. Alexander Rybak - Fairytale (Norway 2009)

I feel like I heard this before I started watching Eurovison which is odd because here in the UK we don’t really play Eurovision songs on the radio and I would’ve been 5 when it would have been on the radio (if it was). All time Eurovision classic.

8. Daði & Gagnamagnið - Think About Things (Iceland 2020)

Very sweet. I think the story behind the song is very cute too. It also goes incredibly hard.

9. KEiiNO - Spirit in the Sky (Norway 2019)

Magical. Lead me to learn about the Sámi people because of Fred Buljo. Love it in every way.

10. Conchita Wurst - Rise Like a Phoenix (Austria 2014)

Gives me chills and makes me cry. First time I watched Eurovision and this was the first song I watched. Gives me hope.

HAPPY HALLOWEEN

September is here. 🍁

it’s officially september so happy halloween my esteemed bastards

Pumpkin tea set

Who’s ready for some cozy autumn evenings?~ Personally, I think Celeste’s gingko cafe event is so cute that it already has me excited for the good things fall has to offer! Artwork © 2020 Sloan || Animal Crossing Pocket Camp © Nintendo Do not use/repost/edit without permission.

for once, all i want is for someone to be afraid of losing me

.·:*°you taught me the courage

of stars before you left

how light carries on endlessly

even after death

with shortness of breath

i’ll explain the infinite

how rare and beautiful it truly is

that we exist°*:·.

Tics

Tics are a compulsive, repetitive sound or movement that’s often difficult to control.

They are caused by neurons firing at incorrect and inappropriate times. Often times, tics worsen with heightened emotions, lack of sleep, caffeine, etc.

Usually, they are onset in early years, generally about 5-7

There are motor tics, vocal/phonic tics, and tics of the mind/mental tics. These are then broken down further to simple vs. complex.

Shout out to people who have:

- Tics that embarrass them

-Loud tics

-Tics that last a long time

-Tics that call a lot of attention/ are "distracting" to others

-Tics that can be seen as rude

-Tics that are very unique

-Tics that are very complex

You guys are doing so great, and I hope you have a good week 💖 Your tics are nothing to be ashamed of or embarrassed about and they do not define you