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Chase//17//Texas//Color Guard
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My best friend died about a month ago. I have always wondered what depression felt like and was sad for those who where depressed, and now I am. I'm sad all the time. Even when I try to distract myself from sadness I'm reminded of her and become sad again. I'm a happy person and all I want is to be fucking happy again, but I can't. Ive lost all ambition in the things I I wanted to do with my life. I dont care to graduate, or even go to college. What if I'm never happy again? Some days a better than others and there are days when I cry randomly, and I forget how to breathe. I need to get out of this town. But I'm afraid that if do then I'll just get lonely and more sad. My life right now is like an endless circle of sadness. I feel like I have no one to talk to. I wish there were someone to talk to.

#grief#depression#sad#help#bestfriend#personal
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tortillah

remember when zack and cody entered a parallel universe

and london was smart

and maddie was dumb

and esteban was a woman

so basically they were their stereotypes

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thecommonchick

apps that shut off your music when you open them just how fucking important do you think you are