We, as in society, needs to make the scientists to develop the treatment that will eliminate every neurological condition in the world, including both Cerebral Palsy and Asperger Syndrome. It is time that we force them in developing this treatment, right now.

Here is me in a Tuxedo. I went to a Mardi Gras ball last night in Mobile, Alabama. I probably will not do it again, making it my one and only time.

Done with this lie

I am done with living this lie.  I am not human and there is no scientific evidence that proves I am one.  I am a piece of shit that just happens to look human, but not actually human.

#beinghumanisnotadefense  #beinghumanisnotanexcuse

Complete failure

I am a complete failure. I DEMAND TO KNOW WHY!!!!!!!! I AM TIRED OF BEING A FUCKING FAILURE TO MY FUCKING FAMILY!!!!!! I DEMAND THAT I AM EXECUTED RIGHT NOW. THIS IS NOT FUCKING FAIR. WHY I AM THE FUCKING FAILURE TO MY FAMILY. WHY CAN'T I DO ANYTHING RIGHT AND CORRECTLY. WHY DO I ALWAYS BREAK THE FUCKING LAW BY CONSTANTLY BEING A COMPLETE FUCKING FAILURE???????? I WANT TO DIE RIGHT NOW. I am tired of being alive when I continue to be a failure to my entire family.

LITERATURE I WANT ANSWERS, GODDAMMIT!!!!!!!!!!

I demand answers of my is complete shit.  It does not matter of what I am trying to I am always held back of achieving what I want to achieve.  I am trying to get stronger and after my third exercise my back hurts extremely badly so much I scream.  I am trying to get better, but NO, my body does not want me to get better,  It continues to hold me back.  I demand to know why.  What is it about me that will make sure that I will failure every single time.  I so had enough with it.  I so want to kill myself so badly.  I do not want to live anymore if my effort does gives me any results.  I FULLY HATE MYSELF.  I WANT TO DIE SO BADLY.  WHY AM I BEING HELD BACK?  GODAMMIT, I WANT ANSWERS, NOW!!!!!!!!  I WANT TO DIE SO BADLY.  I DO NOT WANT TO LIVE ANYMORE.

I demand answers

I demand answers of the fuck is wrong with me.  I had a job interview on the phone today and I cannot remember the details of the incidents that I was involved in.  I demand to know why this is happening to me.  This is not fair to me at all.  It is not fair.  I demand why this is happening to me.  I am so ready to hurt me so badly for this completely inexcusable problem.  I do not understand of why I have to have this fucking problem.  Why is it hitting me so badly?  I demand answers to this fucking problem. P.S.:  I also demand why I cannot type correctly.  I do not understand this at all as well.  Another case of where I am about to hurt myself very badly as well.  I am at my rope end in regard to all of these problems.  

at National Naval Aviation Museum

at National Naval Aviation Museum