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titswhat-itis
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titswhat-itis
I feel Good. but I know it’s just temporary, but the pay was worth this Price to feel Numb; detached And free - Yet trapped with Nostalgia my trusted friend. she brings me back to when things were Prime, blinded by her Beauty and lies I could almost forget the amiss abyss that had been me. -  so in My binge of soul homicide the flashbacks don’t sting as much. but I do go back to every choice I made and the ripple that started it all.

(via untouchdd)

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weeping-wonderland-runaway
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weeping-wonderland-runaway
I’m doing a line in the library bathroom as you read lines from the book your mother used to read to you. As you kiss me, I embrace that this is my favorite time with you because I’m too numb to feel anything besides your skin on mine. I also wonder if I stay with you because of I feel when I’m high, or if I get high because of how I feel with you. Without this magic powder would we even make it in this life, or would we turn on each other like we’ve all read in books? Do we hold on to this high because were to afraid that if we sober up we’ll have to find a new body to call home? Is it selfish of me to keep you in this moment forever for my own reasons? I let it slip my mind as I continue to lose my self in you.

If you decide to get sober I will too, even if that means you’ll leave me. (via latenightthoughtswillkillyou)