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Bby01Boi

@bby01boi

“There is no shelter from the storm”
19|He/They|Trans|Gay|asexual

Heyo! If your reading this welcome to my blog 🥰, here’s a few things about me:

Name: Icarus

Age: 19

Pronouns: He/They

Sexuality: Gay 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️

Relationship: Single (am open to poly)

Pokémon Go team: Instinct ⚡️

Were form: Werefox (red fox)

Hogwarts house: Hufflepuff

Godly parents: Apollo

Faction: Candor (former) Dauntless (currently)

Glade job: Runner/Gardener

Element: Air

Favourite animal: Fox

Favourite colour: Blue

Bands/Artists: Artist vs Poet, Set it off, Nirvana, NickleBack, Julie and the phantoms, 5sos, 1D, Troye Sivan, Sam smith, Alec Benjamin, and many many more.

Fandoms I’m in: Locke & Key, Lab Rats, Lab Rats: Elite Force, Mighty Med, Q-Force, Pokémon Go, Macgyver, Jatp, CS, spy racers, httyd, fast and the furious, tmr, shadowhunters, supernatural, 911, Chicago PD and Fire, Percy Jackson (books), creepypasta (I’m weird), criminal minds, nowhere boys (season 1&2), the flash/arrow, dream smp, Joocie, Teenwolf, avengers, DC, Dex Hamilton, and a lot more.

Hobbies: I like singing, playing piano, swimming, colouring, writing, painting nails and skateboarding.

Interesting facts: I’m Australian, I’m a Wiccan and I’ve never left my country.

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dean winchester and autism because this man is autistic and i will not accept otherwise:

  • his reaction to sam giving him the giant slinky at the end of 7x14 'plucky pennywhistle's magical menagerie'
  • actually physically stimming when he enters the bunker with sam in 15x14 'last holiday' and sees the christmas decorations
  • the boxing episode, 11x15 'beyond the mat', where dean spends the entire episode fanboying and (for lack of a better word) plays in the boxing ring
  • wearing the same thing (flannel, jeans, in earlier seasons the leather jacket) almost all of the time while not in disguise to work cases
  • eating the same thing (cheeseburger with extra onions or pie) at almost everywhere they go, as often as he can (about dean winchester and food, i could talk about that for hours he has so many issues with it and it's all john winchester's fault)
  • his ability to recite movies line for line, and his tendency to communicate almost entirely through references and movie quotes, and expecting people to understand what he means
  • about references, he makes jokes and references when it's not appropriate, he doesn't understand that something isn't appropriate in a situation where it isn't specifically pointed out to him, and he generally has a pretty messed up sense of empathy and inability to 'read the room'
  • ‘you’re always calling me a geek, but you know every word to every led zeppelin song, backwards and forwards. you can discuss in detail every major rock drummer between ’67 and ’84… and you watch ‘jeopardy!’ every night.’ - directly quoted from sam winchester in 14x20 'moriah'
  • in 13x06 'tombstone' when they go into the motel and dean talks about the cowboys, identifying all of them and going into quite a bit of detail about a few of them, even though nobody asked him about it and he is absolutely infodumping. 'he really likes cowboys.' 'yes. yes, he does.'
  • his knowledge of cars, particularly baby, and how he takes her for a ride when he's sad because of the comfort she provides him. also about baby and comfort, the way he offers to let people drive baby when he realises that they're sad, thinking it'll make them feel better as she makes him happy and he doesn't understand how else to help
  • in 1x03 'dead in the water' he talks to lucas about how he didn't speak as a kid, he plays with the toy soldiers and it doesn't come across as playing with them to make lucas trust him, it actually comes across as him finding genuine enjoyment in it
  • in 1x15 'the benders' when he's talking to the kid who mentions godzilla, dean brightens immediately and goes off topic talking about his favourite godzilla film, and has to be reminded that he's working a case by sam
  • the entirety of 14x04 'mint condition', how dean gets to express his interests and be himself and how a lot of people have mentioned that he seems to be genuinely himself in that episode instead of the act he puts on
  • larping with charlie, no explanation needed
  • he shuts down when things go badly, often blasting music and ignoring everything and everyone around him
  • he always picks scissors when playing rock, paper, scissors, and it's actually something that comes up multiple times within the show - in 2x17 'heart', sam says, 'dean, always with the scissors,' and along the same lines, his excitement both times he actually wins the game
  • in 1x04 'phantom traveller', dean is terrified because of the plane and sam points out that he's humming metallica. he replies that it calms him down, and that just seems very autistic

maybe the reason i like childhood friends to lovers so much is bc i love the idea of someone watching you grow and living through all your mistakes and instead of that making them hate you for your flaws they love you bc of the fact that they have seen how far you have come and how hard you are fighting

jatp should’ve had more episodes… they could’ve fit so much more storyline especially when it came to alex and reggie. 9 episodes was simply not enough and felt a bit rushed with certain storylines.

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they need to invent a specific word to describe the GRRGHGAHGA RYRURGUGR AURURGRHGR. GGRGGRGRGRHGHAVAGGHRRUGRUGRHRGHRGHRGHR AGHAGHRGHGRHRGHRHA NRURGAHGAHGRHGHR emotion you get when you think about a special interest or hyperfixation too hard. nothing that currently exists gets it

This is for all the people who are struggling but just keep getting up and trying. The ones who keep showing up, day after day, even when they don’t want to. The ones who stare at the fridge, willing themselves to cook food even though they want to skip. The ones who get up and get water even when they’d prefer to ignore their own needs. The ones who keep on breathing, even when they don’t really want to, because they trust the day will come when the tightness around their hearts has eased.

this is for everyone, because everyone here today has kept on being. even on the days when they didn’t particularly want to. the hard days and the sad ones and the hurt ones, too. You are still here, trying, and this is a moment of recognition for all the beautiful work you’ve done.

Keep going, love. The light comes back.