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serein

@bbkyum

ethereal. whimsical. dreamy. serenity is found in all different aspects of life

I deserve the kind of love that is endless and bottomless. the type of love that will push back just as much as i do. the one that knows my coffee order and what my craving foods are. the one that answers all my questions and let's me pick their brain. the one that lays in fields with me and let's me put flowers in their hair. the one who jumps in puddles with me and stand in the pouring rain. the one who bakes cookies with me at 3am in the morning. the one who let's me sit with them in silence. the one who will let me play with their hair and take care of them when they're sick. the one that wants to travel the world with me and see my business ideas realized. the one that will watch musicals with me and listen to me sing the same songs over and over again. the one that holds my hands and rubs my chin. the one who gives tender kisses to my skin. the one that makes all my insecurities melt away. the one that makes me crave to do good by them. the one that gets me excited by a single glance, touch, word. I deserve to be loved the way I am willing to love.

“People think intimacy is about sex. But intimacy is about truth. When you realize you can tell someone your truth, when you can show yourself to them, when you stand in front of them bare and their response is ‘You’re safe with me’ - that’s intimacy.”

— Taylor Jenkins Reid, The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo

conversation that happened in my head p1
him; you're getting bored of me?!
me; YES, because every time I want to tell you how I feel, I either get scared or you ghost me. I've already been here before and I don't want to go back. I will not go back. I have enough self respect and too much pride, and you haven't even got to know those parts of me. I feel like I keep making up scenarios in my head revolving around what you do, because what you do doesn't make sense to me. It hasn't made sense to me from the beginning, but I don't want to stop trying. But I'm getting bored of being confused. I'm getting tired of not knowing or understanding, and it's getting irritating that every time I try to get clarity you're unavailable. I'm getting bored of playing a game I didn't want to in the first place. I wasn't supposed to catch feelings, I wasn't supposed to see you more than once. But now it's been two months, and you are the first person I've liked in a year. And for me, someone who used to get attached after you LOOKED at me, that's a long time. So yea, I'm getting bored.
“Intimacy is not who you let touch you. Intimacy is who you text at 3 am about your dreams and fears. Intimacy is giving someone your attention, when ten other people are asking for it. Intimacy is the person always in the back of your mind, no matter how distracted you are.”
“People think intimacy is about sex. But intimacy is about truth. When you realize you can tell someone your truth, when you can show yourself to them, when you stand in front of them bare and their response is ‘You’re safe with me’ - that’s intimacy.”

— Taylor Jenkins Reid, The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo

Underrated Dom Phrases:

“Did I say you could stop?”
“I wasn’t asking.”
“The more you fight, the more I wanna fuck you’”
*mock whining*
“Now.”
“Did you just say no?”
“What’s wrong? Can’t breathe?”
“That’s Sir to you.”
“Wanna say that again?”
“That wasn’t a suggestion.”
“Excuse me?”
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soybbg

I just wanna fuck and go on cute dates and have someone care for me, is it too much to ask?

is it wrong to want you back in my life just so I can tell you it'll never happen