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9:59pm, 12/28/2019

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that’s the good stuff.

i want a person who's my person. and it doesn't have to be a significant other. i want someone i can call up at 4am when i can't sleep, and not have to think “i hope i'm not bothering them”. i want someone i can hug and cry to, without having to fear being judged, till their shirt is wet. i want someone i can tell the smallest details about my day or even the tiniest thought i have without worrying about sounding silly. i want to be able to have complete faith in them to know they've always got my back no matter what. i want to be someone's priority.

— Rudy Francisco

Akala nila malakas ka kasi kaya mo, akala nila okay ka kasi nakangiti ka, akala nila masaya ka kasi tumatawa ka, at akala nila okay lang sayo kasi hindi ka umiinda.

Ang hirap maging taong na-trauma kasi nasaktan, ayaw na nila pang mandamay ng iba. Yung kalungkutan? Yung agony? Yung burdens? Ayaw na nila pang matransfer sa iba kaya , pilit na kinakaya.

For me “tanggap kita" is far more better than Mahal kita, yung mahal kita kasi may certain limitations and boundaries lang e —Mahal mo ko, hanggang kailan? Hanggang saan? Mahal mo ba ko kahit kulubot nako? Sobrang itim ko? Sobrang taba ko? Diba there is a certain point of limit. Pero yung Tanggap Kita, parang kahit sa panahong di ka 'kamahal mahal at sobrang kaiwan iwan ka na (not to the extend na toxic na ha?) E andyan pa din sya, dadamayan ka nya, and that's the real meaning and concept of relationship diba? To build companion and create beautiful memories with the person you choose to accept you—even you're flawed.

— Ronald Reagan

I didn’t change, I grew up. Big difference.

You will find your place in this world, even if it might take a while. Even if it might feel like a journey that takes too long. Even if you feel like you don't belong and never will, you will find your place.

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