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33/white, cis lesbian (“she” pronoun set)/NYS, US
Madwoman materialistic feminism 〰️ LGBTQ people + matters, especially lesbianism + all women who love women 〰️ The X-Files 〰️ trips to the whine cellar 〰️ spiders 〰️ Madness, rethinking + reimagining “mental health”, + antipsychiatry (I support self-undiagnosis) 〰️ fun long text posts for fun people
Anonymous asked:

hi! don’t know if you’ve ever talked about szász on here, but if you haven’t, do you have any thoughts on his writing? thank you!

Was Szász Valid, the shortest thread in the history of forums, locked by caden transmutationisms promptly after giving the answer: Resoundingly No.

uh no but seriously, szász is a great example of how arguments can sometimes appear similar to one another when in fact they are not similar at all because of the underlying philosophical and political assumptions that are causing the same words to be deployed in radically different ways, lol. so for example, szász talks about psychiatrised patients being deprived of "liberty" by the psychiatric apparatus. but what does he mean by liberty? well, it's an explicitly right-libertarian conception of freedom-from, which locates coercion and force as characteristics of a tyrannical state but offers no material analysis of how such a state comes to exist or what class interests it protects.

or, consider how he frames his critique of the concept of 'mental illness'. unlike, for example, rd laing, szász was never interested in defending psychiatrised patients' experiences or radical politics as serious challenges to the established social order. szász was a moralist who saw a great many patients as 'malingering' and whose critique of psychiatry and the concept of mental illnesses explicitly aimed to reify the epistemological and social authority of the rest of the medical profession, which he saw as scientifically and biologically grounded in a way that discourses on the 'mind' could never be.

szász's politics were not liberatory and his critique of psychiatry was not either; his work with the cchr confirms this to be true, but his right-wing views were baked into his commentary before that. that he identified some examples of social / medical coercion isn't really of intellectual value to me because 1) his explanations of how medico-statistical norms came to be accepted and enforced are based on weak and spotty historical reasoning, and 2) other people have also pointed these things out and have interpreted them in more fruitful ways, such as anti-capitalist materialist analysis, historical arguments about the state's and the medical profession's reification and political use of racism and racial categories, and so forth.

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PSA: a spider inside the basin of a bathtub or on the floor of a shower pan with a tall curb is trapped. please relocate the spider to safety if able.

House spiders [here spiders that inhabit human residences] are thirsty creatures living in a very water-poor environment, and any that venture near a sink or tub with drops of water in it will try to reach the water, often by climbing down a wall. Once in the slick-sided porcelain basin, they are unable to climb back out unless a helpful human “lends them a hand.”

Rod Crawford, “Myth: Spiders found in bathtubs or sinks have come up through the drains from the sewers.”, Spider Myths, Burke Museum, accessed June 14, 2023.

(homophobic, misogynistic sexual harassment and antivegan harassment by coworker)

update and correction re: this post:

I didn’t post this earlier because I want to think about things other than my experiences of workplace sexual harassment at my current job (every workday)!, but when I brought up the meeting to my bi woman coworker, she told me that our gay man coworker met with our boss alone, without me and also without her. our gay man coworker excluded her too.

this makes more sense to me. he’s impatient, paternalistic, and not collaboration-minded. our straight man coworker was also harassing our gay man coworker via phone, so the problem may have been differently urgent for our gay man coworker.

because he abandoned our plan and uninvolved both women, there were things that he left out or misrepresented, so that funnily enough after our boss gave our straight man coworker a talking-to our straight man coworker apologized to me for the antivegan harassment only because the only thing? one of the only things? that our gay man coworker communicated to our boss about the harassment against me was the “I have to fix you.” statement, which my gay man coworker assumed was about gayness but which my straight man coworker really said about my veganism—however, I don’t care about this distinction because I don’t think they really are distinct (antiveganism vs homophobia-misogyny, in this context at least, where veganism is associated with lesbianism, feminism, gender-nonconformity, etc.). like, I also read homophobia (and misogyny) into “I have to fix you.”.

anyway, this week I caught our boss staring at my cleavage.

due to factors such as "time pressure" and "tulle is of the devil" my expectations for this shirt are not high. but i spent a lot of time imagining these button bands and they turned out pretty nice

progress on this includes:

  • attached the back and the yoke; did the yoke with wonky little panels for reinforcement(?), as it's not double-layered, and for a fun symmetrical piecing moment
  • attached fronts to back at shoulders (not pictured)
  • constructed a collar and collar stand and arranged Leafs upon it
  • started hand stitching down leafs. it would be more elegant to do this before assembling the collar, but i can't visualize how both the seam allowances and the crease in the collar work + the tulle is itchy if misplaced

have yet to do sleeves, side seams, finishing hand stitching on collar, attaching collar, sleeve plackets (on tulle??), cuffs, Buttonholes (evil to me)

Shirt's done except for finishing the collar handstitching & touching up some of the buttonholes (used a friend's fancy machine with varying success). Lots of things wrong with it that are hard to see from more than three feet away

No pictures of it on me because I have yet to obtain a suitable layering piece which is a really funny problem to have!

buttons!!!!!!

Finished the collar! If you want to make embroidery you cut out of some tulle look like it is On There For Real this is what I did

  • roughly cut out and place embroidery. baste with glue stick (glue sticks to the back of the embroidery and not the tulle)
  • tack it down with a color matched running stitch (or whatever) along the stems and centers
  • cut off more tulle from the edges with tinier scissors
  • tack down the edges. with, in this case, a different thread color, do a faux chain stitch where you grab the very end of a stitch from the extant embroidery
  • like so

this has the benefit of kind of squashing down any tulle that didn't get trimmed

and now it moves with the fabric and doesn't stick up at the edges!

hey great news. i look charming in it

@auntbutch and I made burritos with textured vegetable protein (TVP) “ground beef” for dinner last night. this is how I seasoned 1 cup TVP for Tex-Mex:

  • 2 Tbsp neutral oil
  • 2 Tbsp tomato paste
  • 2 tsp ground cumin
  • 2 tsp onion powder
  • 2 tsp garlic powder
  • 1 1/2 tsp dried Mexican oregano
  • 1 tsp chile powder
  • 1 tsp ancho powder
  • 1 tsp table salt
  • 1 tsp adobo sauce from canned chipotles in adobo sauce
  • 1/2 tsp ground black pepper
  • 1/4 tsp cayenne powder

in medium bowl, mix seasoning ingredients to combine. add TVP and stir to coat TVP with seasoning mixture. add 2/3 cup boiling water and stir. let stand 5–10 minutes for TVP to hydrate.

[image description: a rounded-conical soft-silicone anal plug in pale cyan/medium-light pink-red/medium yellow/medium-dark blue swirl and with the following dimensions: 4.25 inch total length, 3.75 inch circlusible length, and 0.75 inch diameter at widest point of circlusible length]

this is so appealing to me

jackfruit chips: delicious; make a clacking sound against each other like poker chips.

I was just approaching an intersection to cross a street at the same time as a group comprising a couple of kids and an adult was also approaching the intersection. the light for cross traffic was green, and it seemed like one of the kids was gonna walk thru the intersection, so I flung my arm in a stopping gesture. the light turned red a moment later, and the same kid grabbed my hand for us to hold hands while crossing the street. after crossing, this kid asked me if we could continue holding hands. I said like ~“I’m doing errands, so I have to go now.”~. the adult told me that this kid might gravitate toward people who look like me because the kid’s aunt “has the same haircut you do and dresses like you”.

important info not in original post: this group and I were already acquainted, thru my work; they are regular customers.

  1. I think the interaction in the original post wouldn’t have happened, or wouldn’t have happened the same way, if not for this!
  2. one of the reasons that I pursued employment at my current employer (which is not to suggest that I had many options) was that one of my goals is to become acquainted with more of A’s and my neighbors, where many of our neighbors patronize my current employer. it’s working!

I was just approaching an intersection to cross a street at the same time as a group comprising a couple of kids and an adult was also approaching the intersection. the light for cross traffic was green, and it seemed like one of the kids was gonna walk thru the intersection, so I flung my arm in a stopping gesture. the light turned red a moment later, and the same kid grabbed my hand for us to hold hands while crossing the street. after crossing, this kid asked me if we could continue holding hands. I said like ~“I’m doing errands, so I have to go now.”~. the adult told me that this kid might gravitate toward people who look like me because the kid’s aunt “has the same haircut you do and dresses like you”.

there are reputable dealers of actual ready-to-use feminizing HRT that have been collectively verified to be genuine and safe. the risks in most places, legally and medically, of buying from them are very low. supplements are no replacement for actual hormone replacement therapy and anything claiming to be is snake oil. buying the raw active ingredients to combine at home is taking an unnecessary risk with your health if you lack the appropriate skills and make a mistake. don't waste your money and don't risk your health when there exists a safe option that actually works.

(see reblog comments re: compounding at home)

work is okay today, but I don’t want to be at work rn. I want to be at home rn, asking my girlfriend/partner if she wants to have sex for 2 hours.

I replaced the zinc-plated 1/8″ quick link with this polished stainless-steel 22mm × 12mm “S”-carabiner-style quick link for this polished stainless-steel rolo-chain necklace. way happier with this necklace now.

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[ID: a photograph of a tree trunk with a large mushroom growing on it.]

it's too darn hot, but the yard is beautiful today :)

[image description: spider in a cryptic resting position, among strands of spider silk, on the underside and edge of a polypore mushroom]

observed this evening on the same mushroom in the original post: Mimetus sp. (Mimetidae).

spiders in genus Mimetus prey on spiders that use capture webs, mostly members of families Theridiidae and Araneidae. read how here.

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happy pride month to that guy on project runway who had his design insulted by karlie kloss and he told her that she could wear it to dinner with the kushners