haven’t been on here in a while :)
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Shh, sweetheart. You’re too little for that.
that feeling when you’re leaning back on a chair just a litte to far and you have that one moment where you tip over and know you fucked up. but then somehow you manage jerk forward and not fall. nobody around you noticed. externally everything is calm. but your heart is still racing and you cant shake the feeling of having fucked up, although nothing actually happend.
yea, that’s what anxiety feels like.
caregiver things i love:
- when they call you a good baby/kid
- when they say “you’re too little to do that” and just do it instead
- their voices
- their touch full of care
- the daddy/mommy stare they give you when you’re in trouble
- how patient they are even after you’ve been very bratty
- but also how they know when you’re out of limits and need to give you a punishment
- when they pick up your paci just so they can put it in your mouth and say “come here, let me take care of you”
- when they put on your socks and shoes for you
- how they open all the doors for you
- how everything is better, happier and more fun when they’re around
- when they’re sad and know you’re there to give them support
- just like when you’re sad they’ll always be there for you
- how much reliable they are
- how caring and sweet they are
- how strong and such an example they are for their regressor(s)
- their eyes, their smell, their hands… ah… their hands! and all the perfect expressions they do as a response for every little thing you do
- when they call you “butthead” or “silly/dork” just so they can see you pout and then call you cute
- when they always grab your hands when crossing the street, because they want to protect you
- how they pay attention to what you like and dislike just so they do what’s best for you
- everything. they exist.
caregivers are so good and deserve all the appreciation. they’re there for us and do everything they can. thank you, every caregiver out there. we know how hard you all try too!
special thanks to my amazing daddy, @numberonedada! <3
