SPICY

“Heavy heart Heavy breath Stuffy noes Happiness in one hand Despair in the other Hands shaking You feel yourself disappearing Slowly All you want is love From someone who can’t even make time to talk or reply Overthinking It kills you It keeps you up But Their sound asleep They know your worries They don’t seem to care They forget things they used to remember You may be with someone With many people But we still feel alone Empty You feel bad But somehow this twisted thought pops up inside your head Maybe I deserve it You try to not care But what else can I do besides drown my sorrows and smoke my pain away You feel yourself become a ghost A name A memory Photos someone forgot to delete It hurts It kills you”

“I feel my heart tearing Stretching My vision blurred Stale salty tears caress my face The only form of comfort I have Besides a plant that makes me forget and a drink that makes me feel less empty I gave my all to you I have none left for myself”