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߷deconstruction of a life æsthetic߷

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hii it's been a continued struggle as i look for work still and unemployment benefits do not let us pay all our bills. it's the end of the month, i had to buy parts for my car so i can fix it as we rely on it, and rent is due. we're outta food and gas and rent is gonna take most of our money this week. not to mention i have my sisters wedding to go to this weekend which is additional costs from what we'll have left. if anyone can spare any bit, pls, anything helps right now 💜 my username on all the usual money apps is SydBat. i guess if we're moots you can dm me for my PP. thank you 💜

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it's been like 8 months. my unemployment runs out soon. please, any rich people, send me lots of money i legit need help

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speaking of unemployment, the good for nothing state is taking their sweet time getting me my benefits. we dont have any money right now and my cat has been concerningly ill. refusing to eat much and puking after I forcefeed her. i have a vet appointment later today but idk if I'll have any money to even actually take her in. please help however you can. idek how much the visit will cost. 75 maybe??

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they want 350 to do bloodwork lmao i fucking hate this i hate my life

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I've calmed down, esp cos Peepers is feeling better and eating again. but still gathering money together for vet costs to see whats up and prevent any future problems. the vet suggests that she may likely have thyroid issues which is common for older cats. there's various things going on that lead to that but need bloodwork to be sure and know if it ain't skmwthing worse. ty so much to those who have helped so far! 💜

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I've had trouble keeping up these funds because well I have no job, living is expensive, and my unemployment has now run out. not to mention our roommate is moving out this month. i have started doing instacart but its been difficult to be sufficiently lucrative so far. please, i am desperate. anything helps. I'll probably end up making another gofundme.

welp... had an incident while out doing deliveries today which resulted in the lower control arm+sway bar link getting busted on one of my wheels (from what I can determine)... I am okay and safe. stay tuned for a new gofundme. was gonna make one anyway :/ in the meantime: SydBat on cashapp/venmo

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This is akin all those hot takes about the 2k bug being an hoax:

"Remember when they told us every computer was going to crash on 1/1/01 and there would be chaos and then nothing happened?"

Yeah, I remember. And I'm sure every programmer and sysadmin that contributed the billion person/hour global effort to prevent it also remembers.

No one talks about acid rain anymore, either. And that's a very good thing.

see also START and START II, which significantly reduced nuclear stockpiles

International cooperation is actually so effective that most people don’t even notice it happening, and then erroneously believe it can’t solve anything.

Fixing issues before they develop into actual disasters is such an underappreciated thing it hurts at all levels.

We don't talk about acid rain because there isn't any more acid rain because when acid rain started happening and we learned that the cause was mainly sulphur oxide and carbon monooxide from car exhausts, countries all over the world made it a law that car companies had to produce cars that produced less exhaust with better effectivenes (burning the fuel all the way to CO2 instead of the halfassed CO) and oil rafineries to remove the sulphur from the gasoline in the first place.

We don't talk about computers crashing because of the turn of the century, because thousands of programmers worked very hard to write updates and patches for Every Single Program humanity as a whole used back in 1999 and then somehow managed to failtest, distribute, and update every single device and system, be it an online or offline one before the midnight of the 1st january of 2000.

On a much smaller scale, no one ever commenta or notices cleaners and housekeepers doing their job - be it at home or at whole buildings - because they always make sure that there's nothing to notice. But don't be fooled - at any point of your life you are one week of them not doing away from swimming in trash and filth with nothing to eat and nothing clean to wear. Only then you would notice.

Now it's time to do that thing again and make sure that we don't kill our whole planetary ecosystem within the next century.

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hii it's been a continued struggle as i look for work still and unemployment benefits do not let us pay all our bills. it's the end of the month, i had to buy parts for my car so i can fix it as we rely on it, and rent is due. we're outta food and gas and rent is gonna take most of our money this week. not to mention i have my sisters wedding to go to this weekend which is additional costs from what we'll have left. if anyone can spare any bit, pls, anything helps right now 💜 my username on all the usual money apps is SydBat. i guess if we're moots you can dm me for my PP. thank you 💜

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it's been like 8 months. my unemployment runs out soon. please, any rich people, send me lots of money i legit need help

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speaking of unemployment, the good for nothing state is taking their sweet time getting me my benefits. we dont have any money right now and my cat has been concerningly ill. refusing to eat much and puking after I forcefeed her. i have a vet appointment later today but idk if I'll have any money to even actually take her in. please help however you can. idek how much the visit will cost. 75 maybe??

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they want 350 to do bloodwork lmao i fucking hate this i hate my life

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I've calmed down, esp cos Peepers is feeling better and eating again. but still gathering money together for vet costs to see whats up and prevent any future problems. the vet suggests that she may likely have thyroid issues which is common for older cats. there's various things going on that lead to that but need bloodwork to be sure and know if it ain't skmwthing worse. ty so much to those who have helped so far! 💜

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I've had trouble keeping up these funds because well I have no job, living is expensive, and my unemployment has now run out. not to mention our roommate is moving out this month. i have started doing instacart but its been difficult to be sufficiently lucrative so far. please, i am desperate. anything helps. I'll probably end up making another gofundme.

Tumblr already has a personalization algorithm it's called my beloved mutuals who have great taste and only wish to psychologically damage me sometimes

i rember when i was in high school, hearing a teacher say “lebron james is rich, the guy who hands him his paycheck is wealthy”, and i think that that’s a really simple illustration of wealth and class that a lot of young leftists these days do not understand

i see a lot of young leftists these days thinking that “having a lot of money = oppressor”, which shows a fundamental misunderstanding in how social classes and the dynamics of power in society work, and as a result they go after actors, athletes, even youtubers, but the thing is most actors, athletes, and youtubers don’t actually own capital. actors don’t own disney or warner bros or 20th century fox, athletes don’t own their stadiums or sponsorship companies, and youtubers certainly don’t own youtube or advertising companies that sponsor youtube channels

many highly successful actors, athletes, and youtubers DO start their own businesses once they’ve amassed enough wealth, but it has to be understood that the large majority acquire their wealth through paychecks given to them, rather than through owning the means of production, and it’s the owning of capital that really determines who runs society and who doesn’t, because it’s those who own the means of production who gets to decide the affluence or poverty of those who don’t