Shit shit shit
All of my friend groups, I’ve just been used. I was just seen as a toy who could draw for other people. And not know how to say no whenever someone asks me a favor. haha, fuck you if you know me IRL.
I was harrassed for shit I did when I was 8 to the current time having me be 12 at the time. Having dumb actions haunt me till I die, and being encouraged to kill myself.
This explains why I have no friends in high school cause the people there scare me, and I’m insecure if I’m even being good to someone.
I don’t fucking know, I don’t have good social skills cause that was a lot of my social life growing up. Living as a punching bag.