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leosky

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i just want to lie in bed on a saturday morning with a beautiful boy whose eyes light up when the sun shines on them through the gap in the curtains of our room is it too much to ask

never tired of staring at the sky(whatever the color it is), I guess everyone is in the same boat with me. but wait! i love to see stars more than others cuz I always feel the universe is with me. don’t you? we’re extra excited when stars are shining up there, in the blue dark sky. I could stare the stars all night long, and that we’ll be us tgt watching the beauty of the night some day.

another Ramadhan Kareem has come, that’s the sign of wake up call for us, muslims. we’re not going to push ourselves to the limit that we need to change cuz it’s Ramadhan. nah, a big no. It is depend on you, to be the same person year over year or make a small changes for your own good. even cars need to modify, to make over, same goes to our attitude. how smart and pretty you are is not a huge deal. the matter now is your heart. I always have battle in me, blink of seconds, I could change my mind to the thing I shouldn’t do/be. Trends keep changing but doesn’t mean we need to be parallel with the trends. Be you, more self love. If people said you are weird then yes you’re. Im weird and that’s me <3

My last heartbreak when I was in my first year degree(I shouldn’t talk bout this anymore but this kinda fishy cuz it has been a highlight since the day till now) I happened to meet few people in life, but I can classify that in terms as meeting people because they has nothing todo with me after the moment and there’s nothing has changed in me. it just me getting sick with the atmosphere. being solo by choice such a great deal to myself, I appreciate my brain for choosing this but we cannot deny there are days we need someone to talk, to love for who we are. right?

It’s kind of effort thangg. if you rarely contact the person, but your effort is endlessly bamm girl who doesn’t want that?? you’re luckiest on earth! <3 you know simple effort also can make us little dancing in the room. no matter how busy the person is, if you still feel the affection you know that is what we called love. the most important is don’t overthink. don’t mess the relationship. be open, accept the truth that every person has their own works to do. everyone need their own little space. we grow and learn tgt. we study each other behaviors. give and take :) if the other side started to show less effort, talk to the person then you’ll know the answer. the most important is, always be there for each other.

“Wise man says only fools rush in”. Don’t rush. Im no longer searching for soulmate. Im observing the efforts and waiting the right one to approach my heart. words cannot change anything without actions, don’t tell me to trust people with their words. I make more friends than before(especially with boy-friendsss), I don’t simply flirting cuz thats not my thing. thanks to the person who told me I should make more guy friends and enjoy my degree life. To you, yes i did it.