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what should i do with my life rn

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Random posts. Random translations too.

people who hated/hate suzaku kururugi simply lack depth of thinking. is he a hypocrite? of course. is that what makes him a well written character? yes. 

Jinkougyou ‘s summoning animation.
The incense smoke thickens as the young patriarch is crossing the barren land, walking the incense-paved way home alone. He recovered his clan‘s soul, and his once dim eyes now emit glorious colors belonging to it.
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Chapters: 2/14 Fandom: Code Geass Rating: Mature Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Kururugi Suzaku/Lelouch Lamperouge | Lelouch vi Britannia, C.C./Kururugi Suzaku Characters: Kururugi Suzaku, C.C. (Code Geass), Nunnally vi Britannia, Cornelia li Britannia, Kouzuki Kallen, Gino Weinberg, Lloyd Asplund, Cecile Croomy, Anya Alstreim, Jeremiah Gottwald, Original Characters, Arthur (Code Geass), Schnee Hexenhaus Additional Tags: Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Angst, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD Summary:

What is ‘living’? To many, it is to actively go around and participate in social activities. To do humanly activities such as eating, doing chores, and sleeping. To engage in a conversation with someone and doing work to sustain one’s life. But to Suzaku, ‘living’ is simple. It is to ‘breathe’. And the only person that makes him ‘living’ is no longer in this world, leaving him as an empty shell that desires to live again.
Simply, a story of Suzaku searching for a way to ‘live’, just like that person wished for him, and the path he chose isolated him from the world.

Yes, a new story, and I’m totally not ditching Substitution. This has been long in my draft and I’ve been going front and backward about posting it, thinking that if I’m not properly explaining things, it will be difficult.

SO in this beautiful Tumblr post, I will state several things about this story:

suzaku in the kingsley arc makes me bark because he's like. he has to protect the person he hates most in the world; he also has to watch the person he loves most in the world be turned into a puppet for the emperor. he wishes he'd killed lelouch; he's glad he didn't kill lelouch, because this way he gets to watch him burn. he's protecting him just to make him suffer. he's doing this to the person he loves because he has such an unbearable urge to hurt, but he has to hurt on suzaku's conditions. he would stab lelouch and envy the knife. akito suzaku was a special flavor of deranged and it was catered to me specifically.

From sleeping in a bathtub to avoid ‘suprise attacks from the bad guys’ to taking naps relaxed and in peace arm pillowing his daughter. Rei is the character development itself in this series.