i hate nerves and anxiety. oh nooo i am scared of acting like a weird bitch to remedy this i will act like a weird bitch

i honestly don’t know how this happened but somewhere between my childhood and formative years i forgot how to exist like a normal person and started to either overthink everything or make disastrous choices without any proper thinking at all. no middle ground whatsoever

ثمة وهجٌ خفِيّ في كل انسان ‏لا يظهر إلا مع أشخاص معينة وفي أوقات معينة، وأماكن معينة.

I love those autumn mornings when you can smell the air and it’s a little bit cold but not too cold and there are leaves everywhere

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My kind of party 

via: @mandytbh

Pierre Grimblat, 1968