☆How he's got me feeling honestly ☆
Happy 8-month anniversary, my love, I'm happy we made it this far. You make me so happy beyond my comprehension, but I'm grateful nonetheless. I love you so much no matter what we go through, I'll continue to love you till my heart stops beating and the air leaves my small lungs and my body decomposes into the earths soil... I'll do what ever it takes it keep you by my side if it means bending my limbs backwards I'll do it, if it means killing anyone who dares hurt you I'll do it, if it mean sacrificing myself for you I'll do it, whatever it takes I'll make sure I'm yours without a doubt, I'll do it all for you no matter how many times I need to or you want me to. I'm devoted to you, my heart is yours.
I can't wait till our 1 year anniversary, it's on Halloween which makes it such a special time since that's my favorite time of the year and the anniversary of my love with you all in one day Ahhh I just can't wait!!!
It's so funny how people talk shit about me for being obsessive and literally insane but most of those people talking shit are either single or are getting cheated on or having their feelings played with lol
I don't gotta worry about that <3
The next day, it's all wrapped, and everything so far it hurts a lot, but I would only rate my pain 6/10 which is okay since I do my own piercings so the pain isnt bad ☆
This was this morning before wrapping it is bruised and swollen, which is normal!
I'm going to the doctor today to get the birth control that goes in the arm since the pills weren't working I kept forgetting to take them because I already have a lot on my plate, I'm not on it because me being "active" I was on it way before then, it was for cramps and my period.
I'm a bit scared but I hope this works for me! I heard it's supposed to make my arm swell and hurt a bit after, but hopefully that doesn't last long☆
UPDATE: it went well! Painless other than the numbing shot and the doctors were really kind and I felt comfortable talking to them about my history etc<3
People really like testing my fucking patience...
For someone who talks a lot of shit, you sure can't back it up with a source, you're so fucking irritating I dont know how she ever dated you, you're a sorry excuse of a human being.
I can't sleep, but why is my room such a vibe at night? lol☆
Cool fact about my room there are fake flowers coming out of the walls and each one has an eye I drew and glued onto it and they're scattered across my room so no matter which way your facing or sitting there will be a flower looking at you, watching your every move<3
Also have vines and pink flowers on vines hanging from my ceiling and walls, I also put these into the walls like the flowers so my room looks like a forest/jungle or a really strange dream mixed with kid stuff, stuff animals, flowers, a kid like bed and a vanity mirror and a TV, it's like something out of a fever dream or parts of my life mixed into one room my childhood, teen years, and my adult hood, my room is truly a safe place with everything in one place.
I love the strangeness of my room, a constant art project I'll never be finished with till I move out, but for now, I have no plans on doing that anytime soon!<3
☆He's so scrunkly☆
☆Normal ian☆
☆Yandere version☆
My new obsession for the next month lol
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I got it bad for this man...
Yandere men just hit different ima have to draw him soon lol ☆
Credit goes to the original editor<3
☆Well, aren't you gorgeous?☆
I'm so happy<3
☆It's both high quality and sturdy, I couldn't ask for anything better, im in love with the little details and scuff marks on the mask and the off whilte paint it really feels like im holding the real thing honestly☆
One thing I can NOT stand is someone who plays victim for a situation they created from the start, like just take accountability, and what makes it worse is when they deny anything and everything with whatever means necessary as if what they did and their actions can't be traced back to them, digital footprint exists lol.
Can't deny shit when your name is tied directly back to it including your face, just sad to be honest that grown ass adults still act like that its both cringe and disappointing. It's not hard to take accountability when you have nothing to lose once so ever but self obsessed people will be themselves till they get deplatformed. (・・;)
Sorry for ranting just something I really hate. I had to deal with so many people like this lol
I'm only saying this once...
I am engaged, taken, in a relationship, STOP hitting on my because you "fell in love" with my looks or online personality, my online personality is a persona it's not me it's version of me yes but you are not "in love" with me nor do i owe you my time or affection and I sure as hell don't have to prove that I'm in a relationship either, who tf gave you men the right?
Stop dming me on snap asking to hook up, asking if I'm single, and getting offended when I tell you off.
I can see when you add me where i was added from, and each time it's from the search, so you had to look me up to add me, which is weird because I only use snap to text my friends from back home.
I'm getting tired of blocking people every fucking day I don't give a damn how pretty you find me or how much you think you can treat me better I would never choose you, you are a waste of my time.
I'm putting this out because this is creepy. Yes, I'm a pretty face and have a gorgeous body, but I don't owe anyone anything. i don't owe anyone nudes or a relationship or anything of that sort because they didn't check to see if i was taken when my relationship status is plastered all over my socials. There is no excuse for some of the texts I have received asking to keep it secret or threatening me or sending me shit anyway.
☆ This should be a reminder as a person you do not owe anyone anything no matter what they say, block them don't engage don't entertain them they can't do anything if you don't engage. ☆
My grandma bought me some needles and jewelry for piercing☆
☆i'm so pretty, I would kiss myself ☆
I'm so happy I'm not desperate for likes enough to show off my body lol I will never get to that point I know my worth<3
Doing my makeup <3
My skin is so clear now, so I can do my makeup more often