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“If you have trouble loving yourself, imagine yourself as a flower and think, have you ever thought less of a flower for being crooked? Or short? For not blooming yet? For its color or placement in the world?”

— You’re a flower I promise, in a corny hippy way but a flower is a flower and I’m bad at naming poems

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““And that makes me wonder,” he said slowly, in a quiet voice, “will I ever be a part of your future?” “If I want to, can I be your future?””

Lukas W. // Forgotten Words #187 // Someone’s future

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“very often, in life, we feel like we gave our everything to someone or something and in return, got nothing. we feel like all the blood, sweat and tears went in vain. but you know how it is when you plant a seed. for days you might not see any evidence of life or development but there is so much growth going on inside that seed, below the surface. and when it is ready, the little seed sprouts, breaking the earth above it. you are growing too. you’re becoming so strong that eventually you’ll break whatever tries to bury you. believe that you’ll bloom and you will.”
-SM
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I just feel like heaven and hell are a place that’s inside each of us and we’re the ones who choose which one to explore. I mean, like, you know, I think you have to have both to have an understanding of why they exist. Shit wouldn’t be balanced if we didn’t have hell. I don’t think you’d be able to appreciate how amazing it feels to sit on a rooftop with all your friends as you’re watching the sunset listening to your favorite Lorde song if you didn’t want to kill yourself sometimes. You know and I think we’re all like, you know, a step away from both. I feel like both universes are so near to us. I don’t really think that heaven is all the way up at the top of whatever all of this is, and that hell is all the way down at the bottom. I think it’s all right here in front of us. I think they layer onto our realities like filters on an Instagram image. We see our lives through heaven and hell, and I think we always have a say in which one we can choose. You know because, even when your life is dog shit, heaven is just as close as it was before. You don’t really get further away from it, you just lose the ability to take notice of it, I guess. But I know how you feel, man. I feel like God is really quiet sometimes in my stupid life. But I still know that it’s all still right there in front of my face. It’s not really a matter of looking or searching, it’s a matter of seeing things for what they are. It’s all so much closer to you than you think it is. It’s all just a breath away.

Excerpt, THE INTIMACY GAP (via cameronbeyrent)

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Anonymous asked:

What do i need to do to become an anesthesiologist and does it require a lot of math?

First, you take the pre-med route in college. Typically this consists of majoring in something like biology, chemistry, microbiology, etc.

There is a heavy emphasis on math for your undergrad requirements. 

You can expect to take calculus plus a second math or statistics course. 

Then, you take the MCAT. This is the test that determines whether or not you get into medical school.

Then it’s off to medical school you go.

Once that is complete, you will have to take up a residency at a hospital that chooses you.

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THE ZODIAC & BRANCHES OF MEDICINE

Aries: Immunology, study of the body's defense against diseases
Taurus: Otolaryngology (ENT), study of ear, throat, and larynx
Gemini: Psychiatry, study of mental disorders
Cancer: Obstetrics, study of childbirth and the mother of the child
Leo: Cardiology, study of the heart and vascular system
Virgo: Nephrology, study of kidney related illnesses
Libra: Dermatology, study of skin and diseases which affect it
Scorpio: Toxicology, study of the treatment and effects of poisons and toxins
Sagittarius: Rheumatology, study of joint related conditions
Capricorn: Neurology, study of the nervous system
Aquarius: Oncology, study of cancers and abnormal growths (tumors)
Pisces: Anesthesiology, study of substances which cause loss of sensation and consciousness
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Listening to a song on repeat and repetitively crying and letting out all the anger and confusion is just part of my usual routine.

- music cures