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Autumn

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You left me, tossed me aside for someone else and now you haven’t spoken to me since.

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the-wordslinger

Universal Love

Your love is in every bit of stardust and weaves through nebulae while dodging metallic asteroids and surfing  gravitational waves

It can spark a life like ours for its power is only as limited as the infinite and mysterious void that we call our home

I greatly desire to be cradled in your empyrean and universal love like every luminous body in the fabric of space and time

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I can’t say that I don’t miss the way your eyes sparkled when I looked at you, but I no longer remember the exact way the shades of brown melt into each other. I can’t say I don’t still hear your laugh in my mind when I say something stupid, that I know you’d be in fits over. But I can’t remember the curve of your crooked smile any more or the creases in the corners of your eyes. I can’t say I don’t still think about the way my hands fit into the dip of your back, or the way our fingers intertwined. But I’m not haunted by the memory of your lips pressed against my body. I can’t say I wouldn’t answer if you called, but I don’t find myself aching to hear your sickly sweet voice at night. I can’t say that I don’t still love you, but I don’t need you any more.

it’s getting easier // (via toxiqwasteland)

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So I've started a text support line, people always ask for my contact info so I thought this would be easier. If anyone ever needs advice, to vent, anything, just text me at 1(507)369-6122. You'll always stay anonymous, I don't even need your name. Spread the word (:
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I want to say so much But you force my mouth shut

You claim I can trust you But then you just shut me down and judge me

How can I trust my own parents When they judge and laugh at everything I am

How can I feel loved When you say people like me are going to hell?

How can I decide to come to you for comfort When the only way I can is with a fake smile and a mask?

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“That day she flinched when I accidentally brushed my hand against hers,” he said, “as though it actually hurt.” “And I started to pay more attention to her since that day. I began to notice how she would rarely speak of herself or should I say, she would not tell you much when you asked her about herself. She would just tell you to find that out for yourself.” “I began to notice how she would feel uncomfortable when happiness was present as if she was unfamiliar with it, as if she was afraid of it. It’s funny, as she would smile and laugh like she was the happiest girl alive.” “But,” he said, “not everything is what it seems to be. She can go around and paint smiles on souls, while drowning in an ocean of sadness inside.” “If you asked her about what happiness was, she would start to talk about something else as if to avoid the question. Perhaps it was easier for her to talk about sadness since it could be quite an addiction.” “I guess she had long forgotten what true happiness felt like,” he said quietly, “And somehow, I want to change that.”

L.W. // Forgotten Words #79 // On the sad girl who loved the rain (via somepiecesofmyheartandsoul)

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She swallowed her tears and took a deep breath, “And all I can keep thinking about is how great we were. You understood me, I understood you. Despite our differences, we meshed together so well. And I know it’s never as great as you think it is, especially after it’s over, but this I can promise you, was great. You know it too.“

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I’ve been told I have been labeled as “Commitment issues” Because when I was with you My eyes danced across the sky To find another star that shined as brightly as I I’ve been told I have been labeled “basket case” Because when I was with you I cried more than I laughed and screamed at text messages I was afraid to send because of the backlash you weren’t afraid to shower me with Angry emojis And thoughts of “my life is worse than yours” Is all you ever said to me I’ve been told I have been labeled as “bitch” Because I broke up with you Over a text, But you told me You couldn’t call And the next day I fucked someone a little more familiar Than you and I ever were Truth is I just did what you do Only Better I’ve been told I have been labeled as “Indecisive” Because I left the person I fucked before I left you To have a love So sweet that sugar tasted bitter It turns out I found the star that shined as brightly as I I’ve been told I have been labeled as “Baby girl” Because I am part of a bond so strong That colliding magnets start to refract And my completeness feels more complete when I am with him He will always be called “Lover” Or “Baby” Because he has never labeled me as “Commitment issues” “Basket case” “Bitch” or “Indecisive” And I will never label him What you will always be to me You “Monster”

m.n.,

January 24th

#24

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it suddenly hit her like a ton of bricks, she was in love with him. it didn’t matter what he had done in his past. his mistakes. his sins. none of it mattered. all that mattered was that she was so undeniably in love with someone that would never love her back. she loved him at his best and even harder at his worst. she noticed everything about him and she was in love with it all; from the way he laughed, it was like a song to her, a song that was rarely ever played but when it was, everything else was silent. so they could hear the beautiful melody that was being played. she loved his eyes, they were dark and mysterious and had mischief dancing in them and yet they looked like they held so many secrets that no one ever bothered to derive. they shined and danced and held the gateway to his soul and she wanted to enter them. she loved the way he carried himself, he wasn’t cocky, nor was he selfish. he was such a beautiful human being that she often wondered how was it that other people hadn’t realized it by now and strived to make him theirs. perhaps to other people he was just a daisy in a field of roses. but to her he was the daisy she needed to finish her bouquet. cause roses are overrated anyway…

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You’d take him back in a heartbeat if he asked you to. And that’s the fucking problem. That’s what keeps you from moving on

2:39 pm (via sm-writing)

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you ask who made me this way. blood drips from my mouth as i struggle to find the words. once there was a boy, he fell in love with the girl with hair the color of sunshine and smiles. then one day he noticed a scar. he never realized the bright caged such darkness until the dark started to slither out. scared, he ran. her heart, once burning so bright, slowly diminished to ashes, cold and alone. you ask again, your eyes wary in the midst of the haunted silence. i struggle to find words, but he steals them every time.

j.e.b. ((he’s still ruining me, to this day.))