my fics
listed in increasing order of wordcount.
voyeur, 1k: Dean watches his other self talk to Cas.
i feel like endverse fic is a right of passage, isn't it? this is one of only two three four i guess now five fics on this list which makes no mention of godstiel.
to act with intention, 1k: The family Winchester on the road back to the Bunker after Cas kills Billie, and more importantly, after Mary makes certain revelations about Cas' state. A rather unpleasant car ride for all concerned.
#mpregpocalypse, etc.
stability, 1k: Sam has noticed that Cas' feelings toward Dean may be more than purely platonic. He is concerned about the stability of his family.
a short little fic where i make the dynamics among tfw worse.
getting serious, 1k: A small vignette of family life in the bunker, and the difficulties therein. Dean pays no attention to Sam's escape attempt.
established destiel. sam and dean have a horrible little conversation.
no longer your brother, 1k: Michael and Lucifer pose a threat to His reign, though a small one. God pays them a visit.
OLD-ass godstiel fic from when i was like. sixteen. my interests have not changed at all.
cold storage, 1k: Crowley discovers something fascinating about Cas.
a little bit of lighthearted crowstiel fuckbuddies.
yeah, well, i don't want to, 1k: He didn't do it on purpose.
a little brothers-centric deanfic for the pilot. dean is very normal.
the follower, 1k: The world is being restructured. Dean can't stop it. He has a long conversation with someone instead.
an unpleasant and uncomfortable conversation between dean and godstiel. dean tries to make it sexual in order to make cas uncomfortable. it does not make cas uncomfortable.
just gimme daddy's blunt instrument, 1k: Dean points a gun at Cas.
godstiel gunfellatio fic. they don't fuck in this but they do.
damage control for a walking corpse, 1k: Meg escapes Crowley's dungeon, at least for a little while. She prays.
meg character study featuring faith, lucifer, masochism, and megstiel.
hunger, 1k: Endverse Cas talks about what it was like to have Dean inside him.
november fifth fic 2022. despite being technically an endverse fic, focuses on cas saving dean from hell.
eros and thanatos, 1k: Cas enjoys himself immensely, and then he doesn't. Dean can't find out.
my entry for @deancas-stabfest! casturbation feat. cas triggering himself and throwing up after.
dean winchester really needs to make some gay friends, 2k: There was no way the answer to this question wasn’t funny as hell.
post canon fluff and humor, written and posted during the week of madness between 15x18 and 15x19. an exploration of a dean who is queer, but doesn't really understand how to be queer yet.
there is want., 2k: There is God. And there is a body. And there is want.
*sigh* more godstiel fic. this time with horrific and gratuitous gore. godstiel eats some copies of dean, to see if that will satisfy him. this one, the follower, and just gimme daddy's blunt instrument are a kind of triptych. they don't exist in the same continuity but they all follow the same themes: sex-without-sex between dean and godstiel, mixed with character and relationship exploration.
smorgasbord, 2k: An incident under the influence of Famine.
my bloody valentine fic (evil) (horny) (evil).
goldfish, 4k: Lisa Braeden opens the door for some strangers.
a study on cas in the aftermath of a slightly divergent moriah where jack did not die, through the lens of lisa braeden and her memory.
i fold in half so easily, 5k: A study in learned helplessness, set in the Men of Letters Bunker. Cas clings hard to what he has, and doesn't think about what he doesn't.
this is my 15x18 anti-fix-it. my 15x18 make-it-worse. my magnum opus of the winchester family horror in late seasons, or at least cas' experience of it. established relationship destiel (derogatory). it's my favorite piece i've published in spn fandom, and maybe in any fandom. i put a lot into it and i hope you get a lot out of it.
so much smoke in a hall of mirrors, 6k: Humans kiss each other. Angels kill each other. Castiel distracts himself from the war he's losing.
doing angel politics, unconsensually watching dean rake leaves (and other things), working on his frustrations on the physical bodies available to him. it's season six and cas is having a terrible time. formerly known as the dean sex doll fic.
the real finale, 21k: Supernatural 15x19 and 15x20, as they should have been.
mainly the work of @beatsheetketch, but it is our shared brainchild. a lot softer and fluffier than either of our usual fair. our go at a finale rewrite.
since this is probably my new pinned, i'll link some other stuff:
