Welcome to my happiness

@audreyhopesfxr

I watch TV shows....that’s all I do

Do you ever feel it’s not coming from you at all? Yes. yes, it’s um, it’s as if I just chanced to be in the right place. and it chose me. Is that strange? No. I feel that too. When my writing is at it’s best. Will you allow me to read something? Emily (2022) dir. Frances O’Connor

I can totally see this in my family members who say emotionally abusive things to others at home and dismiss that they are being toxic at all. I think emotional immaturity and lack of self awareness does tend to cause people to say very toxic things and not realize or accept that what they are doing is wrong.

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The past few days have been very difficult for me. My mental health has been at an all time low leading me to stay in bed even during work hours. I realize how depressed or burnt out I have been but I also feel like I have 0 energy to get up and do anything I need to. Living in a negative and toxic environment really does bring down one's soul and energy down, to even try doing basic things to stay afloat.

Taking it 1 day at a time this week....