Doing some research on how to live this life.

Please don't let us cross paths ever again in my entire life. I'm begging you.

I wish she's there for you when u needed her. I hope you've grown up to choose to be on time when it's for her. When it's her special day, all she needs is you. You should know it's not about the flowers, nor the chocolates, nor the surprises and your hopes and wishes for her. The only thing that matters is your presence and the thought that all you'll ever want is her.

I hate living

Yes go on put all the blame on me, I don't really care at this point. I've always been blamed for everything. No one would care if I disappear, would they?

Kulang nalang ako basulon na ginbata ya ko.

I'm moving on

I know you don't earn profit from talking to me but can there be just one time you talk to me without any business thing on your mind? Just a genuine you, asking how I'm doing.

I'm about to explode

I don't want anykne to do anything for me on my birthday. The day alone makes me wanna puke.

I wanna disappear for a day.

Mask up my pain. Roll back my tears. I'm going insane. Nobody knows.