Being like 80% over a crush is just very weird, because I’m not even that into them anymore, but I’m still highly suggestable to their recommendations and I still get a little flutter when I see them during the Zoom meeting. Very unwanted feelings. They’re not clearing out fast enough.
And I just went through and deleted a bunch of dating apps, because the universe is conspiring against me by giving me few to zero matches during The Crush. Like I’ve never had such bad luck talking to people, except when I’m actually interested in a friend I don’t want to be interested in.
