ASVP LGND

Dear Arleht, it’s been years since we’ve had contact it’s 3:08am and for some reason I found myself scrolling through your tumblr. Alllll the way down. 5 years ago. It’s crazy to think our journey would take this path. I genuinely hope you’re happy. You deserve it. I pray for you till this day. Not for you to come back, but I pray that God has given you peace. It truly is incredible that after so long I can still remember some of your posts. I saw the one of Danger Inc. “I’ve been searching all night, for some pain relief” and my heart sank mane. I can deadass remember that exact moment. The fucked up part is that I know all of your posts aren’t about me and trying to figure out which ones are and which ones aren’t is what gets me. I don’t know if you’ll ever see this but if you do, remember me mane, remember our time. Ain’t nun bad about remembering. The good, the bad and the worse. It made us who we are. I see that it’s been 2 years since you’ve been on here but I hope you’ll come back and see this. This app gives me so much nostalgia it’s insane. I remember being 17. I remember the summer of ‘17. I saw that it doesn’t mean anything to you but like I’ve told you before. It was one of the best summers of my life. It was a pleasure sharing such a big part of my life, and my love with you. You know I ain’t a big cry baby but some of your posts brought tears to my eyes. Tho whole “stumik” and “peekza”. My fondest memory of you will always be our young, immature love. I really hope you see this. I’ve made peace with you. I’ll never forget the feeling of finding out you were still with Mario. I’ll never forget the feeling my stomach had when I saw you get in his truck. When I looked in your eyes while you told me you loved me and were still with him. I hope he was worth it. Anyway. I know this is random. You’ll probably never see this in your life but if you do, remember us. @beanpickr