hj: Anyways, thanks to the support, Um~ What was it called? Woosanseong? Seong? Seongsan? Woosanhwa? He said that he was going to be part of that and just did that for a while but...
sh: No....
hj: Thanks to the support....
sh: I only have Hongjoong. We were even roommates at Jeju, right?
hj: *getting ready to wrap up Yes, Alright~
Fandom name of matz? What should I choose... Fandom name of matz is..... Best.... âThe team that has best center Park Seonghwaâ Thatâs the fandom name.
Wooyoung, as sneakily as he can, comes up behind San and jumps onto their back with his arms and legs instantly wrapping around them. "Boo!" he laughs, leaning over their shoulder to kiss their cheek. "Did I manage to scare you?" He was well aware of their wolf-like senses, but it didn't hurt to try!
Sannie had been looking out from window, when other suddenly appeared and jumped on his back, wrapping themselves around him, that did surprised him a little bit and especially now, when he wasn't in his full strength and not even completely himself either. "Well, you did managed to frighten me up little! You little brat. How have you been, is everything alright?" He asked then, letting out soft chuckle then, when other kissed his cheek all suddenly, there was books about supernatural beings and demonic creatures all around, since had been studying them for being better prepared, when encountering his stalker next time.
i been wanting san with long hair again as of lately and omg it would SERVE like crazy omg and just imagining him wit a ponytail đŤâ
(imagine woosan wit matching ponytails 𼺠imma stop b4 my heart hurts 2 much)
WOOYOUNG: âFUcK you, I am very independent!â
KQ: âOh is that so?â
WOOYOUNG: *Looks to San for answer*
*San nods*
WOOYOUNG: âYES,I AM!â
Hongjoong: If I run and leap at Seonghwa, he will most certainly catch me in his arms
Hongjoong: COMING IN! *sprints towards Seonghwa*
Seonghwa: NO! HONGJOONG! IâM HOLDING COFFEE!
Seonghwa: *drops coffee on the floor and catches Hongjoong*
Okay why do I feel like Seonghwa is the person Hongjoong chose to get himself out of his comfort zone with?
He made it clear that he doesn't like skinship. Yet ever since december he keeps leaning in more and more, goes for a hug and interacts with him more and more.
From what I see he trusts Seonghwa so much (the other members too ofc but remember they're roommates as well etc n they are used to being around each other even after practice or dinner if HJ is around). He trusts him on a level that makes him break his own standards. Makes me really happy ^-^
*hwa talked about how hj acts like he doesnât like the things hwa does with their room and makes a fuss about it on camera but in real life he tells hwa heâs fine with everything and tells him to do whatever he wants to with the decorations
comment: Hongjoong is tsundere
sh: Yes, he is
Wooyoung & San: *cuddles in the couch*
Seonghwa: *snuggles in between them* Ah..... oh yeah. This is nice!
Wooyoung: The fuck?
Later....
hj: I was really touched by that. Before I debutedâ Leave for a moment
sh: Huh? *fades away
hj: Right before we debuted, Even though I was already the leader at the time, they decided to gather the memberâs opinions to choose the official one. And sh said âI want hj to be the leaderâ or something?? What was it??
sh: I said it very straightforwardly
hj: Thatâs what I was touched by. I donât know what I heard... since I only heard it from your mouth I donât even know if itâs true butâ
sh: Certainly, I said âIf hj isnât the leader, thereâs no reason. Thereâs no reason to have a team.â
hj: You said it that directly!?
sh: I said it very straightforwardly! Even the vice presidentâ At that time Iâve had a meeting with the vp and he was surprised cause a person like me who is very quiet had a strong opinion about it. Anyways, I said it very straightforwardly since I was so certain about it.
thinking about that time when one of them (prob sh) wrote âsoulmateâ on the polaroid
sh: I knew it from the moment I joined the company. âHeâs the leader. Heâs real. No one else can do his job.â I was certain about it. I still feel the same way.
hj: I was thankful about that because during our trainee days we were the same age and.. Actually, the position of the leader, the responsibility that comes with it was heavy and...(This part was a little hard to translate but I think heâs saying that being the leader was more of a burden for him) How do I say this? I didnât think that being the leader was beneficial for me. I didnât know about my position. However, when sh joined us I donât know why but I thought this way. âHe must be good at this too. He will probably take care of the small things that I cared about too. Iâve felt more comfortable since then.
sh: Iâm glad
sh: I was certain about it
hj: I felt really thankful about that. In my opinion, I think my company was worried that Iâm going to become like âpokjoongâ (I think it means aggressive joong) as our fans have been calling me lately. Thatâs probably why they asked the members. I think they had more trust in me because of shâs words.
sh: Actually, I think that they had enough trust in you. Theyâve already had enough trust in you.
hj: Really?
sh: The members had a lot of trust in you too
hj: Iâve talked too much itâs your turn to talk
sh: Youâre going through a lot
hj: Iâm not having a hard time since our members know more about me and I also know them better
sh: Pokjoongie.... I like pokjoong
hj: You do?
sh: Heâs my style
hj: Because of that I donât really have that âWhat should I do?â type of thoughts that I had when we first debuted. I think that I just need to do my own job now.
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Hongjoong stayed away from the dorms more than he should. It was a bad habit picked up over the years. He knew and acknowledged that. But sometimes the freedom that staying out late at the company working on new tracks was a welcomed relief.
Freedom. It was an odd way to phrase work. But nevertheless, he felt freer in those late night moments piecing together the missing parts of the puzzle than he ever did trapped in their dorm. Not that he didnât love his kids. No, he really, really cherished them more than anything else he could possibly think of. Just⌠Eight men in their twenties trapped in an apartment was a lot sometimes.
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Hongjoong stayed away from the dorms more than he should. It was a bad habit picked up over the years. He knew and acknowledged that. But sometimes the freedom that staying out late at the company working on new tracks was a welcomed relief.
Freedom. It was an odd way to phrase work. But nevertheless, he felt freer in those late night moments piecing together the missing parts of the puzzle than he ever did trapped in their dorm. Not that he didnât love his kids. No, he really, really cherished them more than anything else he could possibly think of. Just⌠Eight men in their twenties trapped in an apartment was a lot sometimes.
