Insanity In My Sanity

When i touch myself i think of you 👅💦🙉👌🏽👈🏽💦🔥🔥🔥

But the PAIN ! 😩🔫💨

I personally love coffee shops, coffee to be specific , its something in there , the aroma and the ambiance helps me relax and meditate , by reading a book ofcourse , with some coffee at the same time , basically whenever i need my alone and stress relieving time ( aware or unaware ) often times my first gut is to go to a coffee shop and spend hours in there , reading or writing , today , it is my first time to visit this branch and i will for sure go back . The ambiance is amazing , quite , not crowded , service is great as well , but next time ill make sure to bring me a jacket , its cold inside . Lol 😅❄️ but to sum it up i am indeed a happy and satisfied customer .. 😘 Kudos #thecoffeebeanandtealeaf #ayala 👍🏾

Something's not right bout what im doing but im doing it -- living in the worst parts , ruining my self . My inner life is a sheet of black glass . If i fell through the floor i would keep falling . The enormity of my desire disgusts me . 📖

Something about me , i love the city lights at night it never fail to leave me in awe , it makes me happy and sad and nostalgic all at the same time , its like it helps me calm while im feeling the lonely inside .. City lights , night sky , skyscrapers lit at night , smell of the night , such a solitude i found in such a busy place , helps me breathe , it does make me feel the pain i refuse to feel , i breathe em all in and out , my therapy .. I guess Its something only some could understand .. 🌃🌃