hello there! the name’s cas! i’m nineteen, my pronouns are she/they, and i’m pansexual and polyamorous!
welcome to my little self ship blog!

hello there! the name’s cas! i’m nineteen, my pronouns are she/they, and i’m pansexual and polyamorous!
welcome to my little self ship blog!
your f/o needs you, everyday, every minute, on days when their life gets heavier than usual, or after a stressful day, or maybe after they have achieved something they always wanted and they try to look for your face in the crowd and you are not there.
your f/o needs you, when they usually hate to be touched and the only touch they crave is yours, but you can't hug them, and instead, they hug themselves holding their tears because they miss you so much.
your f/o needs you, when they have been strong for such a long time, and now they feel helpless and the only comfort they seek is yours because you are the reason they keep going, and you are not there, they suffer.
your f/o needs you, when the only hand they want to hold is yours, when the only voice they want to listen until the end of their days is yours, when the only person they want around is you, and you are not there, they suffer, maybe they don't show it because they know you need them as much, maybe they don't want to look needy or vulnerable because they know they're your rock, but you are theirs.
your f/o needs you, everyday, every minute...
ive been listening to “Who Is She ?” (linked) and was trying to think what f/o would think this stuff about my s/i.
and what i thought of after a few moments was ulquiorra. he and my s/i were around each other/briefly traveled together as hollows. she was the only one who didn’t consider him an outcast.
then she just up and vanished for a while after she naturally evolved into an arrancar and was drug to las noches to serve under barragan. she didn’t get to see ulquiorra again until aizen took over and he was brought in to be an espada.
so i think poor little bat boy was confused as to why she just… disappeared. wants to know where she’s gone or if she was even real in the first place.
Place your headphones volume to medium or low. This is a LOUD sound.
There’s a collective headcanon that Hollows purr. I subscribe to that very hard and I thought it would be fun to share my own headcanons about their purring.
Grimmjow’s purr is like a soft grunt. It has deep and low notes that seem kind of raspy. very relaxed and when it softens you can tell he’s falling asleep.
my s/i and da boys
i just wanted to see what they look like side by side okay
listed: grimmjow jaegerjaquez, ulquiorra cifer, coyote starrk, tier harribel, nelliel tu odelschwanck, di roy rinker, cyan sung-sun, emilou apacci, franceska mila rose and szayelaporro granz
every time i post one of these i get too anxious n delete it a day later lol
General Tips
Dialogue / Writing rules
World Building
Descriptions
Character Development
Prompts/one-liners
More sources
Aizen, Tosen, and Ichimaru in Everything But the Rain: “Don’t you want to see what happens next?”
~ WE'RE A THROUPLE ~ OT3 PROMPTS
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hello there ^^ the name's cas! i'm nineteen and my pronouns are she/they! i'm also pansexual, polyamorous and a person of color!
this blog is 18+ only. minors do not interact. i will block you on sight. welcome to hueco mundo
i wanna make a writing account for like… headcanons and stuff but i dont know what id even call it
the deed is done
this writing blog is 18+ ONLY. do not interact if you are a minor. all my content here on arrancardaydreams is sfw, but it will not be on privarot.
i wanna make a writing account for like… headcanons and stuff but i dont know what id even call it
What if Espada + Lilynette fell asleep with their s/o but woke up alone?
And they can't find them anywhere later on learning they were out for groceries?
Starrk
Waking up alone always sends an awful pang of loneliness through him, even when he knows there's nothing to worry about. Rationally, he doesn't doubt you're coming back from whatever it is that pulled you away from your shared nap, but that dread-like feeling that he's been abandoned still digs its claws in enough to leave Starrk feeling all kinds of pathetic as well. He'll be in an unpleasant mood until you get back, but calms down easily then.
Lilynette
There's a moment where, upon waking up to realize she's alone, Lilynette panics. She hates how needy it feels, but you're gone, and there's a part of her that's legitimately scared you'll never come back. There's nothing to take her mind off it until then, either— if she's with you and Starrk's not around, that's a sort of solitude that she's not used to at all. She stays antsy and tense until you return, and gets oddly clingy for a while afterward.
Halibel
Aside from the brief, startled moment when she first slips back to consciousness and realizes that you're not there, Halibel takes it pretty well. She can easily assume that you had something that needed to be attended to... even if there's a part of her that's still unsettled to have woken up alone. Still, she puts it out of her mind quickly enough, and finds something to occupy herself until you get back— at which point the last of the tension finally dissipates.
Ulquiorra
Loathe as he is to admit it, waking up alone doesn't sit well with him. If he'd fallen asleep with you, to begin with, Ulquiorra had been in an unusually vulnerable state of mind, and waking up to the lack of the presence he'd expected sends an instinctive bolt of panic through him. And as much as he bitterly tries to push that feeling out of his mind, he can't help but feel uneasy while you're gone... and then, oddly grouchy once you've returned.
Nnnoitra
The feeling that hits him when he realizes you're not curled up by his side anymore is one of the most shameful things Nnoitra has experienced. And no matter how hard he tries to smother the pathetic sense of loss churning in his head while you're gone, that feeling remains a perpetual irritant until you're back. When you're home again, you'll find Nnoitra in a truly rotten mood, but he only snaps at you when you try to ask what's bothering him.
Grimmjow
He's the one who can't stop pacing around the house looking for you. While he tells himself he's just annoyed with you for disappearing so suddenly, there's a sort of worry lingering in the back of his mind that he just can't shake. There's a reason why you were gone, obviously, but Grimmjow is still agitated and on edge until you're back— and at that point, he's all over you. Prepare for plenty of grouchy clinginess along with denial of any worry.
Szayel
Considering that he has to let his guard down a lot to sleep properly, waking up alone is a cause for stress. Szayel can hardly believe he didn't wake up while you left, and that's almost worrying him more than your disappearance. He finds something to occupy himself soon enough and refuses to show his lingering distress when you get back home... but he's hesitant to sleep again for a while, now that he knows how unguarded he ends up.
Aaroniero
He does not take that well. Falling asleep is vulnerable enough; waking up with you gone is just panic-inducing. There's some instinctive surge feeling that he needs to hide until you're there again, until the presence that his mind is convinced protects him has returned. And Aaroniero is the type to worry that he's been abandoned— even when he knows it's irrational, there's a distrustful sort of worry lingering that he can't fully restrain.
you. selfshipper. have you thought about holding your f/o's love handles yet today
No. Mutuals should though.
Mutuals!