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Perhaps, than loving someone else, it is more difficult to love myself | You did well today and everyday | 23 | lesbian she/her
Anonymous asked:

if you're taking requests could you possibly do a gwenxmj hurt/comfort fic where mj finds out about gwen being spider-woman when gwen needs help in the aftermath of a bad fight? or perhaps where mj has known all along and has just been waiting for gwen to trust her?

The second she woke up at 2 p.m. with a splitting headache to a blaring alarm letting her know she was going to be late to work, Gwen had instinctively known that life had plans to beat her down that day. When a customer spilled their drink all over her shirt barely 5 minutes into her shift, that belief had only cemented.

And she was fucking right. It started with an alarm and ended with a knife in her gut.

This, Gwen thinks, stumbling into an alleyway with her fingers pressed against the wound, has really not been the best day for her.

Unfortunately, it seems like it’s only going to get worse. As she collapses against the wall, breathing hard, Gwen realizes that her vision is getting increasingly spotty and she’s nowhere near home. Goddamn it, what’s she going to do?

She lets her head rest back against the wall, eyes roaming around, trying to figure out why this place seems familiar. Maybe she’s been to a clinic here? Somewhere she can get help? What if—

Oh. Oh, god. Gwen knows why she recognizes this place. She’s leaning against MJ’s apartment building.

She’s bleeding out, a minute away from collapsing, and someone she knows (who hopefully has medical supplies) is just a couple floors away.

“On one hand,” Gwen mutters to herself, “I won’t die. On the other hand, MJ will know I’m Spider Woman.”

…fuck.

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Maybe, just maybe, spending 10 minutes agonizing over whether or not she should get medical help from her crush wasn’t Gwen’s best move. Now she’s so weak from blood loss that she’s nearly passed out on the side of the building she’s slowly scaling. Twice.

Gwen’s vision blacks out, and her hand slips enough that she almost falls off. Make that three times.

…yeah, definitely not her best move.

“Fuck,” she mutters, and pulls herself over the side the fire escape she knows is right outside MJ’s window, tumbling unceremoniously onto it with a thud. Gwen pulls off her mask, panting as she stares at the sky, and takes a second to just lie there. Her hair tickles her face, and she spits some of the strands out of her mouth, and then giggles for no reason whatsoever. Maybe the blood loss is more serious than she thought.

Gwen feels like she should be getting up now—she isn’t sure how long she’s just been lying here, but it’s been anywhere between a minute and an hour, both of which are probably too long for someone who’s bleeding out.

“Ugh,” she groans, throwing out a hand and groping around for the windowsill. “I’m not obsessed with the current vibe of the night.”

Gwen giggles to herself again, even more delirious this time. Her thoughts are getting more disconnected, and shit, she really needs to get this window open before the black spots crowding her vision take over and she passes out—something that seems more likely with every passing second as she struggles with the window.

“Seriously,” she mutters to herself furiously, “why the hell…is it so…hard to open?”

(It probably has less to do with the window and more with the fact that her hands are very weak and shaky right now, but she ignores that.)

With a sharp, frustrated huff, Gwen yanks hard, and the latch falls apart in her blood-stained hands. It’s only now that she realizes she’s left bloody handprints all over MJ’s window—shit. She doesn’t have time to focus on that, too busy weakly tugging the window open and making an effort to crawl through.

This time, when Gwen tumbles to the floor, the pain is too much for her to get back up.

The sound she made must alert someone, though, because she can hear footsteps from the hallway. If she tried, Gwen could probably have matched them to MJ’s familiar gait, but instead she just focuses on trying to breathe through the piercing pain in her abdomen.

“Holy shit,” comes MJ’s voice, her face appearing over her, “Gwen?

It takes a couple of seconds for Gwen to process the words and the fact that yes, her good friend and crush is here and staring at her. She becomes acutely aware of the fact that she’s a sweaty, bleeding mess, and also unmasked while in her suit.

“Surprise,” Gwen says weakly, and promptly passes out.

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I simply think

[Image: the meme photo of a woman straddling another woman to apply her makeup while they stare into each other's eyes. The woman lying down is labeled "Spider-Gwen" and the woman applying the makeup is labeled "Em Jay" End ]

Gwenemjay as a ship is just like. They're best friends. They can't stand being in the same room as one another. All they do is argue. They'd drop anything to help each other. Emjay wants to be the center of Gwen's world. Gwen is saving the world, again. Emjay throws Gwen out of the band. Emjay writes a song about wanting Gwen carnally. Gwen travels through the multiverse to go to school but comes back home to see her dad and go to band practice. They're not soulmates but they can't imagine not being in each other's lives. Obviously I'm obsessed with them

Re: your tags on that "the female character in the way of the m/m ship is a lesbian" post:

Please be exaggerating?? At least a little bit? 8( Because if that's true that's so sad omg... I'm also going to go out on a limb and assume that Gwen and MJ probably don't have a whole lot of chemistry with the rest of the fic's cast in a lot of those?

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WELL

of the 82 works in the GwenMJ tag, 47% are tagged parkner (aka the white boy ship that doesn’t fucking exist except for racism, causing white girls to label MJ a mean lesbian who is in love with Gwen).

The rest of the tag is, in varying degrees:

  • Spideypool
  • Spideytorch
  • Parksborn
  • Peter x Reader
  • Starker
  • Stony (for some reason???)

The amount of fics that are tagged gwenmj and actually about Gwen and MJ liking each other that doesn’t have to do with shoving Peter with some white guy could be counted on one hand. Maybe two.

Considering this is specifically the MCU MJ tag, and so MUCH of it is consumed with parkner, we all know why this is the case.

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MJ, after a Grudgby match: *heavy breathing* Whew, that was… huff… I need a moment. Can’t… remember… how to… breathe.

Gwen: *without thinking* Do you need mouth-to-mouth?

Gwen: *realizes what she just said*

Gwen: *chuckles nervously as she backs away slowly* Alright, see you guys, I’m gonna go die in a hole now!

Okay but can we talk about how that’s 3 for 3 times Marisha’s friends have been like “No we ARE romancing you”??? This woman is just going about playing d&d and the response is “yeah it’s you”. Because even though Beau was more of a pursuer type character when Ashley heard the early confession about Beau maybe being in love with Jester she went hard to intercept that.. something something about their friendships and I just think it’s beautiful

I'm back with another crack meme, let's see how well this one does

If it does as well as my New Yorker Post then I'll make a navigation list for the memes :D

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