I'm here to scream into the ether in peace `~`

aradaradaaa

BRUH I AM OUT HEREEEEE

Wowww, it's been soo long wtfff. I've been thinking about coming back for so long and here I finally fckn am hehehehe.

I'm literally so surprised at how similar everything still looks. This is actually amazing.

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Unknown, Autumn’s Eve

from Ehagaki sekaiAkino yo / Tsuma Koi shika 「秋夜」　絵葉書世界5号より Publisher: Kokkei shinbun sha

Late Meiji era,1907

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I loved to sleep with the window open. Rainy nights were the best of all: I would open the window and put my head on the pillow and close my eyes and feel the wind on my face and listen to the trees sway and creak.

Neil Gaiman, The Ocean at the End of the Lane (via theliteraryjournals)

Source: theliteraryjournals

aradaradaaa

I live for randomly waking at 4 in the morning and feeling your body still pressed up against mine or a hand still reaching backwards to me even when you've rolled around or our legs still intertwined while our bodies are sprawled out, knowing that even unconscious our subconscious' crave each other's touch

#will #sleepy love #pillow talk

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rcah

In an effort to get people to look into each other’s eyes more, and also to appease the mutes, the government has decided to allot each person exactly one hundred and sixty-seven words, per day. When the phone rings, I put it to my ear without saying hello. In the restaurant I point at chicken noodle soup. I am adjusting well to the new way. Late at night, I call my long distance lover, proudly say I only used fifty-nine today. I saved the rest for you. When she doesn’t respond, I know she’s used up all her words, so I slowly whisper I love you thirty-two and a third times. After that, we just sit on the line and listen to each other breathe.

The Quiet World by Jeffrey McDaniel

(via rcah)

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No, I don’t think that happiness is possible, but certainly tranquility. That is why I get away from what irritates me.

George Sand, from a letter to Gustave Flaubert featured in The George Sand & Gustave Flaubert Letters (via violentwavesofemotion)

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kevingetem

when u have a real bond w/ someone, it’s not easy to just stop fucking w/ them. u deal w/ a lot of their shit because u want them in ur life

aradaradaaa

Unless they become such a toxic influence that them being in your life serves no good purpose. Bonds are cool but happiness and toxicity are important things to consider

aradaradaaa

So funny when anyone else hits on me like ????? Looolll why would I ever leave Will for any of y'all

#funny

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It's so funny that at one point in my life the majority of people would use the word "bitch" to describe me and now, without fail, every single person that ever compliments me or talks about me uses the word "sweet". The complete opposite impression in only 3 years. It's amazing what getting out of a toxic environment and stripping yourself of negative energy and soul-sucking people can do. I have never been so happy, and filled with such positive energy and wanted to spread it like i am right now. It's just sad that pretty much everyone who knew me at that sad and difficult point in my life will always think of me as this angry, bitter person when in reality I was just dealing with a lot and did not know how to deal with it. Oh well. Those people are also the people that probably helped contribute to the stress in my life.