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@apoorhuman

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human world headcanons

a/n: i just know half of the brothers would break into the human world under the excuse of seeing their favourite human, only to be distracted 9 seconds later. and so; human world shenanigans.

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lucifer.
  • here's one that doesn't stray from his goal.
  • lucifer heads straight to your house (without warning).
  • but he forgets that you have work today; he also does not have the key to your front door.
  • your neighbours start to wonder if the strange man who has been sitting on your doorstep is lost.
  • one kind-hearted neighbour sends you a picture of the lonely demon on your porch, along with the message "he's been there for hours."
  • a fit of laughter and a 20 minute drive later, you embrace lucifer tightly.
  • "sorry, sorry," you manage to giggle out as he tries to scold you for not having your d.d.d. on you.
  • lucifer finally relents the harsh glare when you tell him you'll cook a special dinner for him.

Hey, it’s about 1 am-ish and I’m in a real angsty mood I was wondering if you could do Lucifer, mammon, and Diavolo with their respective MC dying in their arms.

Ty

❤️❤️❤️

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a/n: angst is here.

request: MC dying (not peacefully) in their arms. (see end author notes).

warnings: there is blood and injuries, MC dies, mammon swears once, the characters are sad, and there is absolutely no comfort in this fic.

important! once again, this is hurt/no comfort. make sure you’re okay with that before reading on.

diavolo, mammon, lucifer x gen!reader. (separate.)

you were confused. you laid on your back, the sky above you shifting from a deep red into pitch black. a liquid warmth covered your stomach, spilling over your side and soaking the soil beneath you. with a groan, you attempted to turn onto your shoulder, but you were stopped when you felt a sharp pain shoot through your side. you cried out at the feeling, and that’s when you heard him calling your name in the distance.

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HANAHAKI! Barbatos X GN!Reader

Character Count: 4,797 (892 words)

Content Warning: Obvious angst, mentions of blood, slight implications of self-harm (depends on how you view it really, though), & death.

Prologue: He couldn't believe it. He was in disbelief as he realised what had happened. He coughed up a petal. He had caught the hanahaki disease.

Lesson Commentary, Summaries & Analysis

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To the writer who needs to hear it…

YES. Your story DOES matter. It wouldn’t exist without you. You are in charge of bringing it to life because other writers don’t possess your style / voice. You are the only person capable of creating your story.

You are an unique, creative, worthy human being. Go show the world what you’re capable of.

God I'm a sucker for characters who are so utterly loyal to someone that they're completely unhinged. Characters who have no moral compass except their overwhelming devotion to whoever they've chosen to listen to. That's the good shit

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eh? is there something on my face?

includes : the demon brothers (lucifer, mammon, leviathan, satan, asmodeus, beelzebub, and belphegor).

summary : you catch them staring at your face.

warnings : gn! reader.

꒰ ✿ ꒱ ─── lucifer

It's not often something captures his attention, less hold said attention. Yet, staring at the happy expression- at your laughter and joy- he feels like he could watch you for an eternity and never get bored. Deep ruby eyes boring into the side of your face make your giggles subside though, as you turn to him in concern.

"Lucifer? You okay?" He blinks, torn out of his oh-so-lovely trance and straightening up. Clearing his throat, he fixes his tie and finally breaks his gaze away from you. You furrow your brows, looking down at the mixing bowl you were holding. Had you splashed some food on your face?

if i post a fic and get no kudos or comments in the first fifteen minutes i’m a failure and should never write again. but the moment i get 1 comment i’m the next stephen king

Just remembered that Satan in the "A World of Our Very Own" devilgram says that he believes he was "born in order to meet MC" and it always sounded incredibly cheesy to me but then I thought about it a little more and--

Originally, Satan was just a small glimmer inside Lucifer's consciousness until Lucifer's wrath reached its peak with Lilith's death which, in turn, resulted in Satan's birth

MC is a direct descendant of Lilith after she was reborn as human

If it weren't for Lilith's death, neither of them would be here

Both of their existences are directly intertwined with one another, so in a way Satan's right

They have always been destined to be a part of each other's lives

This isn't proof of anything, but my favorite running gag from OM is MC always literally falling on top of Satan when they teleport back to the Devildom.

Are their souls intertwined or does MC's heavy ass just know to chase down the blonde like a heat-seeking missile? Your call.

In the house of lamentation, the brothers and mc are doing their own thing

Lucifer: *looking up from his paper work to look at mc* mc

Mc: *looking up from their phone* hm?

Lucifer: do you hear this? This *pointing at his surrounding*

Mc: .... No..?

Lucifer: exactly, it's quiet, the both of us can finally talk *sniff* without having to *sniff* shout our lungs out *started sobbing*

Mc: ... Luci.... Are you..... Crying...?

Lucifer: *wiping hia tears with his finger* yes, finally after thousands of years.... *sniff*

Satan: *from the other side of the couch about to tease Lucifer with a mocking tone* Lucifer... Don't cry~

Belphie: *joining in* don't cry~ yeah~ lucifer~ don't cryyy~

Lucifer: *his eye started twitching*

The others joining in as well except for mc: doN't CrY~ LuCIfeR~ dON't cRy~

Mc: *just accepting the new chaos that started*

Lucifer: *heavy sigh* I've said something too early..

Mammon: Wait, wait, wait. So you're tellin' me that if Lucifer had been nicer, you would've never tried goin' up in the attic a second time?

MC: Yeah.

Levi: Wait, what? How…?

MC: Alright, look. There were two reasons why I wanted to go into the attic. One: I was hearing Belphie's voice from there asking for help, and two: Lou was acting suspicious as fuck about it with the whole threatening me and shit.

Lucifer: I-

MC: Shh, let me explain!

Lucifer: …

Belphie: Pff…

Satan: So what, you're saying that if Lucifer hadn't acted the way he did, you would've just given up? No trying to go into the attic, no suspicion, you would've just ignored Belphie's voice and went on with your day?

MC: Absolutely. I mean, think about it: I had just gotten here, and someone not wanting a stranger to go into certain parts of their house is kinda reasonable. And like I said, it wasn't the "not letting me go there" thing that made me want to go there, it was the suspicious behavior!

Because again, you threatened me and just started being an overall dick after you caught me trying to go up the stairs.

Lucifer: MC-

MC: But I understand your reasons, you were worried, wanted to protect your family, and bla-bla-bla. Don't worry, it's fine. We've come a long way, I love you, you love me, and there's that. But going back to the topic…

Asmo: 🤭

Lucifer: 👿

Asmo: 😦🤐

MC: So the point is, you catch me going to the attic, and you threaten to kill me if I try doing it again. You don't try to explain, don't try to convince me I shouldn't go there, you just go: "I have this tea that will put you to endless sleep, muahahahaha."

All brothers (except Lucifer): *try not to laugh*

MC: And in my head, I go: "Bet. Imma see what the fuck's up there, and you old man, you ain't stopping me."

Asmo, Beel & Mammon: 😨😦😳

Belphie & Satan: *wheezing in silence*

Lucifer: *glares at them*

MC: But that could've been prevented! Like, if you hadn't threatened me, and tried to explain why I shouldn't go there in the first place-

Lucifer: But I couldn't tell you the truth.

MC: Well, you could've come up with anything! Because remember, I had just dropped here, in literal fucking hell. So you could've told me literally ANYTHING and I would've believed you. Like, you could've just told me the room was cursed by an evil spirit or something. Because I'd hear that and go: "Alright, have a nice day. I'm never stepping foot on these stairs again."

Beel: Pff...

MC: But nooo, Mr. Pride had to go: "I won't give you ANY explanation, and I will KILL you if you try going there again." And that combined with the strange voice asking for help? It did not give you a great look, I gotta say...

All brothers (except Lucifer): *already laughing their ass off at this point*

Lucifer: …

Belphie: Wow...

Ya know, Nightbringer can yank Mc from whenever. Like

- Mc's wedding night

- while playing hide and seek with their kids

- right where the om story cuts off

- during battle

- after a big argument with their spouse

- after somehow growing apart with the brothers and regretting it

- somehow after getting sent forward in time

- after Mc fucks up BAD

What was your Mc doing when they got abducted through time and space?

I would like to imagine that Satan is just a mitski fan, idk it kinda suits him in my opinion...

Satan: *putting sunglasses on* for me, it's just you *pointing and mc* and Japanese American indie pop singer mitski *washing machine heart started playing* put your dirty shoes in my washing machine heart~

Mc: *vibing with Satan*

Mammon: are they... Okay?...

Levi: I don't think so mammon

Happy Birthday

a/n: just a little something special for Lucifer’s birthday before the day is over, enjoy ♡

happy birthday my love

Lucifer was never one to make a huge fuss over his birthday. Of course while he enjoyed celebrating it with his brothers and his two friends, that was always it, nothing more happened during this time.

Sure he would receive birthday wishes and presents as well, but he could never find himself really caring about any of it.

While it did boost his ego a bit to have so many people care for him, he realized he could always have that on a normal day, so he didn’t pay much attention to his birthday. And honestly when you’ve lived as long as he has you tend to forget how old you even are. So thus his birthdays reduced to a nice celebration that he never really put much thought into.

That was until you came around.

The first year you celebrated his birthday with him turned into one he could never bring himself to forget.

He had been working late in his office that night paying no mind to what was going on around him as he finished up paperwork for Diavolo. The faint sound of his newly purchased cursed record played through the office, and a nice breeze was let in through a cracked window. Lucifer was tired, yes, but he was comfortable.

Once he finished up the last paper of the stack he was working on he set it to the side and groaned as he glanced at the other stacks.

Reality hit him and caused him to realize he needed a pick me up before he was going to get back to work so he headed towards the kitchen with the intent of making some coffee, instead however he was met with the sight of you in an apron holding a mixing bowl.

Lucifer stood in the doorframe and admired you for a minute as you hummed to yourself while you mixed the cake batter. Unbeknownst to him you had spent months taking baking classes with Barbatos in order to make him a perfect birthday cake.

As you happily mixed the cake batter you imagined what Lucifer’s face would look like when he was presented with the cake, and you couldn’t help but feel your chest swell with pride.

Once you finished you poured the cake batter into the pans then turned around to open the oven, that’s when you saw Lucifer.

Your face turned pale and you almost dropped the cake pan, to which the first born let out a chuckle.

Surprised and honestly freaked out, you commanded him to go to his office so he wouldn’t ruin the surprise you planned.

Lucifer claimed that he just wanted coffee and that his intention was never to ruin your surprise but you still told him to leave anyway. Sighing, he turned around and made his way back to his office. On the way there however he was greeted with numerous decorations all over the house.

“Had you done these yourself?” He wondered.

His brothers possibly couldn’t have done this because he checked on all of them awhile ago and each was passed out.

Did you really take time out of your day to make all of these yourself? Lucifer was honestly impressed to say the least; he couldn’t remember the last time someone put this much effort into his birthday. If he told his brothers something like that they would definitely get offended he thought and laughed at the idea.

He took his time walking back to his office since he was admiring the entire house and the beautiful work you set up.

After a few minutes you rushed into his office with some coffee and a few slices of his favorite princess poison apple. As you sat in his office and talked with him for a bit he couldn’t help but feel truly happy for once.

So he couldn’t help his curiosity when you hadn’t come back after a while. So again he made his way into the kitchen and was met with the sight of you smiling at a cake.

He then laughed and you just screamed in the process, which made him laugh even more.

“Go away! You’re not supposed to see this!” You screamed as he walked towards the cake.

“Lucifer!”

He ignored you and instead admired the cake you just finished. It was a beautiful light blue circle cake that was decorated with ruffles and pearl sprinkles. And on the top in beautiful cursive was ‘happy birthday lucifer’ in white icing.

You waited anxiously as he looked over the cake. Your nerves were all over the place since he hadn’t said anything and it had been awhile.

“So…what do you...think?” You asked after a minute.

“It’s beautiful…you did a wonderful job MC” he smiled.

“Can I try it?” Lucifer then asked, looking over at you.

“Well it’s supposed to be for tomorrow but-“ you started, but just as you spoke the clock struck midnight.

“Well technically it is your birthday now, so go ahead” you laughed.

Lucifer nodded and grabbed a fork nearby; then he took a small piece of the side of the cake.

“It’s very good,” he said after a minute. “Very sweet too.”

“Is it too sweet?” You asked nervously.

“No no, not at all, in fact it’s the perfect amount of sweet. Just like you.” He smiled as he leaned down to kiss you.

You laughed then spoke looking up at him. “Well if you like it I can make it again for you next year”

“I’d like that.”

“Then it’s settled,” you said.

You then went to kiss him again, but after you pulled away you grabbed him and pulled him into an embrace.

“Happy Birthday Lucifer, I love you”

“Thank you MC. And I love you too.”

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His second birthday with you was spent in the human realm when they all came to visit.

It was honestly a very exhilarating birthday because who knew the human realm possessed so many interesting things to do on one's birthday.

After the whole celebration was over however you and him relaxed in his room cuddling as you recalled the events of the whole day.

But just as you both got comfortable you sprung out the bed and rushed out the door claiming you’ll be back in a second, and you were.

You walked into his room with the same cake you made him last year, with a single candle lit and all. As you made your way through the door you softly sang him happy birthday then placed the cake down on the table as you waited for him to sit down next to you.

Once he sat down you smiled at him then spoke.

“Happy Birthday Lucifer”

“I’m glad I was able to spend another birthday with you, I hoped you enjoyed it”

Lucifer’s eyes softened and he smiled at you. “MC I’m going to enjoy any birthday I spend with you. But thank you.”

“Make a wish!” You then said pushing the cake towards him.

“If you insist.” Lucifer laughed.

He took a moment and looked at the cake as if he was thinking of what to wish for, and after a minute he finally blew out the candle and looked up smiling back at you.

“Ooh, try the cake! How is it?” You then said grabbing a fork.

Lucifer opened his mouth as you fed him the cake then looked around for a few moments.

“It tastes sweet, and again it’s very good thank you MC”

“I’m glad you like it.” You smiled, then pressed a kiss to his lips.

“I love you Lucifer.”

“I love you too MC.” He smiled back.

“But this isn’t going to be the only sweet thing I’m tasting tonight is it?” Lucifer joked as he leaned towards you.

“What do you mean?” You replied playing dumb, but in actuality you knew exactly what was about to happen.

“Don’t play dumb with me, you know what I mean” Lucifer said as he walked towards you and lifted you over his shoulder.

A loud plop sound was made as you collided with his bed, and no later than a second he was on top of you.

This was going to be a long night…

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His third birthday with you was spent again in the Devildom, this time however you came to visit.

A grand party was held in the Demon Lord’s castle courtesy of Diavolo and everyone had dressed up for the occasion.

Lucifer wore a stunning navy blue suit gifted to him by Diavolo, and you wore the other matching outfit. Due to this he found it hard to keep his hands off you that whole night, and honestly he didn’t care if others were watching him, it was his birthday so he was determined to be spoiled by you.

When it came time for the cake Barbatos had brought out a large one for everyone and placed it on the center of the table. Next he brought out a small cake with a single candle and placed it in front of Lucifer.

The first born looked at you and smiled as you saw the cake.

“I hope you like it.” You said placing a kiss on his cheek.

“I always do, and thank you MC”

Everyone then sang happy birthday to him as he prepared to blow out the candle.

“In hopes for another happy year with you.” Lucifer said softly, squeezing your hand. You squeezed his back and placed another kiss on his cheek then whispered quietly into his ear.

“Happy Birthday my love”

“Promise to spend my next birthday with me?” Lucifer whispered.

“Of course I promise, I’d never miss your birthday” you smiled.

Lucifer was going to hold you to that promise.

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This was his fourth birthday with you.

As he opened his eyes he looked up at his ceiling and just sighed. He wasn’t in any hurry to get dressed or even to see anyone, after all it’s his birthday, shouldn’t he take his time?

When he opened the door and stepped out of his room he saw all your birthday decorations across the walls and doors. Each decoration was a mixture of his favorite colors and had an elegant finish, like always. And as he walked into the foyer the large banner that read ‘happy birthday lucifer’ in cursive was hung up like always.

His brothers had made him a buffet of all his favorite breakfast and brunch foods to celebrate, and they even wished him a happy birthday enthusiastically.

As they each ate he couldn’t help but be surprised all his brothers were actually out of their rooms. Nowadays most of them hole themselves in there and don’t come out, if they do it’s because he pulls them out, but nonetheless he’s happy they’re eating.

“Oh yeah Lucifer, Barbatos made a cake for ya, he said to check if you like it, if not he can make you another one” Mammon said as they all finished cleaning up.

Lucifer nodded and made his way towards the kitchen, wondering what Barbatos had made this time. As he walked to the cake display he looked down and felt his breath get caught in his throat.

The cake resting on the glass display resembled the exact one you had made for him for the past three years. The decorations, placing, frosting colors and all. It shook him to his core to see that cake, so much so he wanted to throw up.

He was trying his hardest to pretend that everything was okay and claim he could make it through today without you, but seeing that cake just about pushed him over the edge.

He couldn’t stand seeing the decorations you made for him be put up without you here. He couldn’t stand seeing that damn banner from last year hanging up. He told Mammon not to put it up mainly because he knew he couldn’t face the fact that you still weren’t here to celebrate with him like you promised.

Besides they all saw how Asmo had a full on mental breakdown when he saw the birthday banner you made for him last year hanging up, he didn’t want to go through the same thing.

But this cake.

This damn cake had broken whatever composure he was still holding onto. Sure he knew Barbatos meant well, but he should’ve just made something else because this was too much for him to register at the moment.

As he continued looking at the cake he couldn’t help but feel sick and upset, so in a fit of anger he pushed it off the counter and watched the glass cake stand and the cake fall to the floor and shatter into pieces.

Mammon rushed in at the sound of something breaking, and was then scared at the sight of his older brother looming over the cake Barbatos had made. Lucifer’s face showed many emotions, too many for him to register a specific one he was feeling, he hadn’t ever seen so many emotions on his older brother.

“Lucifer…are you okay?” Mammon then asked as he skeptically looked at his older brother.

“Clean this up.” Lucifer then said before leaving the room. Mammon looked at him surprised, and then rushed over to try and question him again but he had already disappeared down the hall.

As Lucifer made his way to your room he tore down every decoration on the way. A part of him did feel bad for destroying the decorations you put so much effort into, but he simply couldn’t stand seeing them up.

When Lucifer finally reached your room he opened the door then slammed it shut after he entered. He didn’t want to be around Diavolo or Barbatos or even his brothers today; he needed you.

But you were no longer here.

Solomon promised to bring you back but there’s been no progress on that since he left, and Lucifer still can’t help but worry with each passing day.

But he was hopeful that maybe, just maybe, you’d return for his birthday to spoil and pamper him like always.

You promised him…remember?

It was a silly wish he knows but it’s all he can do with you being away.

As Lucifer sat on your bed he heard his D.D.D ding and reluctantly picked it up to see who it was. The message was from Solomon, much to his surprise.

He opened his D.D.D to check the whole message and it read…

Solomon: Happy Birthday Lucifer!

Solomon: I love you ♡

Solomon: -MC

A single tear rolled down his face as he looked at his D.D.D.

Soon the single tear became many and Lucifer cried as he reread your message over and over again.

He didn’t care about anything anymore; he just wished you were here with him.

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Solomon looked at the messages that showed ‘read’ and sighed putting his D.D.D back in his pocket.

He never told you he was still able to contact everyone from the present, but he figured he would at least do something nice for Lucifer since it was his birthday after all. So he sent those messages in hopes of cheering the oldest up.

Solomon then sighed again and looked over to see you smiling and laughing with this Lucifer as you served him a familiar looking blue cake.

At least one version of him was lucky enough to spend a birthday with you.

a little headcanon of mine is the reason the og obey game doesn’t do birthday events anymore is because you’re not there to celebrate with them, so they can’t bear celebrating their birthday without, therefore they don’t hold anymore events at all.
this is totally a headcanon and not me trying to gaslight myself into not facing the fact that the og game is actually dead ( ꒦ິヮ꒦ິ)